Jorran’s relatives had already gone home. Martha had done no more than park theAndroviain the middle of their fleet of ships to make them rethink their demands. Considering that all twenty-three ships could fit inside theAndrovia’s cargo bay, there hadn’t been much to think about. The Centurians were a medieval people, and they recognized when they were outclassed and outgunned.
Challen hadn’t been all that thrilled with the peaceful outcome of the “invasion.” But when the Ly-San-Ters had become indebted to Jorran, that had pretty much ended any retaliatory sword practicing.
Dalden also couldn’t do as he would have liked, which was to make sure Jorran never bothered them again in a more final way this time. Brittany was learning that warriors here weren’t called warriors just because it sounded good. They could defend, exact retribution, and conquer just like anyone else, only they could do it in abigway if provoked.
She was left alone with him. Well, not really alone, since she had Martha’s link with her. It had been Jorran’s request, that privacy, and Martha wasn’t going to reveal herself unless she had to. Dalden had refused to allow Brittany to get anywhere near JorranwithoutMartha’s presence. He wasn’t the least bit happy that she was being allowed to see him at all. It had taken his father to get him to agree to it. And all because of the debt they owed Jorran.
It was Brittany’s debt, actually. She was well aware of that. He’d saved her life. There was no getting around the fact that she’d be dead if he hadn’t found her. So in an odd way, she could be grateful that he’d tried to kidnap her. How weird.
She waited for him to speak first. He looked nothing like the Jorran she’d met at home. He was wearing clothes from his own country, which included a fur-trimmed royal cloak, a long fancy tunic, and high boots. He looked now exactly like what he was, a medieval king, and his own clothing suited him much better than a business suit.
He must have been thinking something along the same lines because his first remark to her was, “Their barbaric clothing does not suit you. I would dress you in fine silks befitting a queen.”
“I’m old enough to dress myself, thank you.”
“I did not mean to insult.”
She sighed. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to give offense, either. I owe my life to you. I am deeply grateful.”
He nodded, expecting no less. “Grateful enough to give that life into my keeping?”
“I’ve already given my life to another for keeping. You know him well. Heismy lifemate.”
He waved that aside. “Their barbaric means of joining in marriage are not recognized on my world.”
“Nor on mine, but in my heart I recognize it. So it’s binding for me.”
He seemed surprised to hear that. “Youwantto stay with him?”
She couldn’t imagine why he might have thought otherwise, but perhaps a little explaining was in order. “Jorran, when I said I would help you in my world I lied. I was wholeheartedly against what you were trying to accomplish. I was assisting the Sha-Ka’ani in stopping you. If you’ve been thinking otherwise all this time, I’m sorry.”
He shrugged indifferently. “None of that matters. I saw in your eyes, on their ship, your real feelings for me.”
She frowned in confusion, trying to remember that day of major shocks. “Sympathy? You mistook my compassion for something more. I didn’t like it that they were denying you medical treatment, even though they assured me you weren’t in pain. I wouldn’t have liked seeing anyone left like that—but I see you’re whole again. You must have come across a meditech between then and now.”
“Only today,” he replied with some bitterness. “In their Visitors’ Center. We have not such things on my world.”
“Then I’d say you have reason to be grateful as well, that you have no lasting scars from what happened. My people would have put you in prison for the rest of your life for what you attempted, if they’d been the ones to stop you. The Sha-Ka’ani only returned you to your own home with a few deformities they knew you could eventually fix.”
“So in your mind that exonerates them?”
It was on the tip of her tongue to say that in her mind, he was the villain, but she diplomatically bit her tongue. “I’m just glad that no lasting damage was done—to anyone.”
They’d been standing a good ten feet apart. He approached her now. It was all she could do not to try to keep that original distance, he made her that nervous. And as she’d feared, he touched her, though harmlessly, a mere brush of his fingers against her cheek.
“You have a strange way of looking at things,” he remarked softly.
“Not strange, just different from how you view things. It doesn’t mean I’m right and you’re wrong, or vice versa. We just come from vastly different cultures.”
Jeez, was she telling him what she should be telling herself? What Martha had tried to make her see all along? The Sha-Ka’ani weren’t really barbarians, they were just different. Their way of doing things was normal for them, worked for them, so it was the right way. To compare them with other cultures, her own in particular, was ludicrous. They were unique. They’d evolve in their own way.
“You would like my culture,” he said wistfully. “I would make you a queen. What can your barbarian offer you to equal that?”
There was no hesitation in her answer. “Himself, which is all I need to make me happy—because I love him deeply, with all my heart.”
Chapter 53
MARTHA APOLOGIZED FOR NOT WARNING HER THATDalden had listened in on her conversation with Jorran, that it was the only way he would allow her to be left alone with the man. Brittany wasn’t too happy about that. They hadn’t spoken since he’d punished her. She had wanted to enjoy some of his amends-making before she officially forgave him, not have him hear secondhand that she still loved the heck out of him.
