She snorted to herself. As if he could.
18
The socializing continued apace, with several more events in London, including a night at the theater. Kimberly was actually able to enjoy that, since it allowed her to step away from her own worries for a while to become immersed in those of the actors.
There was also a ball their last night in London, where she was able to further her acquaintance with Lord Kent and Howard Canston, who both informed her that they had received invitations to Sherring Cross. They both seemed thrilled, it apparently being quite a social coup to claim an acquaintance with the Duke of Wrothston.
There had been several other gentlemen of interest at that ball, one of whom became completely intoxicated and actually proposed to Kimberly on the dance floor. She had not taken him seriously, of course, considering his condition, but she had been quite flattered.
Her first proposal—actually, not her first, though the other two she wasn’t counting. Her first betrothal had been arranged when she was a baby. And Lachlan had said he would marry her, not exactly a proposal that, but she supposed it was somewhat the same thing—except there was a world of difference between “would” and “want to,” and she hadn’t heard any “want to” in his proposal.
As for Lachlan, it was impossible to avoid him altogether, though Kimberly gave it her best effort. Dinners, formal as they were and at a set time, were still the one time of the day she was required to see him. Also, he went to each social gathering that she did, but now she understood why. He also had come to Sherring Cross for the express purpose of finding a spouse, and as far as everyoneelseknew, that was just what he was doing.
It was too bad his pursuit of the duchess had gotten in the way of that, too bad also that Kimberly had known about that from the very beginning. Otherwise, she would definitely have been more agreeable to him, and to hell with her father’s antipathy toward Scots. Lachlan would have been well worth facing that problem. And he did seem to havesomekind of interest in her, or he wouldn’t have kissed her on more than one occasion or made love to her.
But unfortunately, she did know where his true affections lay. And even if Lachlan came to his senses and gave up on Megan, even if he tried to find an available and willing wife, which he apparently needed to do for financial reasons, that wife would be his second choice. He’d always be pining over his first choice, and Kimberly could only pity his wife because of that.
Sherring Cross had quite an assortment of guests by the end of their first week back, not counting the usual crop of daily visitors. John Kent and Howard Canston had both settled in. And included among the newcomers were three young women who, like Kimberly, had entered the marriage mart this season and had been invited for an extended visit by either the duchess or Lachlan’s Aunt Margaret.
Kimberly disliked them instantly. They were each younger than she, and prettier in her opinion. And if two of them hadn’t brought handsome, unmarried brothers along as their chaperones, Kimberly might have packed up her bags and returned to Northumberland, because she certainly had no chance of drawing a fair share of the gentlemen’s attention with those three lovelies around.
Lady Monica Elgar was blond—and a very light blond at that—and blue-eyed. She was also very petite, had a droll sense of humor that kept everyone around her laughing—especially the gentlemen—and she had John Kent’s undivided attention from the moment he laid eyes on her.
Lady Edith Winestone, vivacious, auburn-haired, with lovely light grey eyes, was a bit loud, but so pretty no one seemed to notice except Kimberly. The young lady didn’t have a shy bone in her body either, and thought nothing of jumping into any conversation with her own differing opinion, though half the time Edith was proved to be wrong. She wasn’t all that intelligent, actually, and often made ridiculous remarks, but the gentlemen certainly didn’t seem to mind that.
Jane Carlyle, now, personified the ideal lady in every respect. Slim to the point of emaciation, at least in Kimberly’s opinion, she was also blond with amber eyes, a truly fashionable beauty. And her decorum was impeccable. She ate correctly, spoke correctly, followed every social etiquette rule to the letter, and was sweet-tempered besides, or so her overbearing mother kept assuring everyone who cared to listen. No one in their right mind would doubt that indomitable lady. Though what gentleman in his right mind would want that lady for a mother-in-law…
Besides Hector Carlyle and Christopher Elgar, new to their growing group, there was also a widowed marquis who had come to see the duke on business and had accepted Devlin’s suggestion that he take a holiday and stay on to enjoy some of the festivities Megan had arranged for the coming weeks. James Travers was his name, and in his early forties, he was a bit older than Kimberly had been hoping for. Yet no one could deny he was a splendid catch.
Rakishly handsome in appearance with his black hair and blue eyes, James was also disgustingly rich, according to a whispered aside from Lucinda. And although not in the market for a wife, having two young sons from his first marriage, he wasn’t avoiding the matrimonial state either. Megan had assured her he just hadn’t found the right woman to replace his departed wife yet.
Kimberly came to like James in the days that followed. Her conversations with him were always lively and never lagged, which was nice. Long, shy periods of silence were always embarrassing for both parties, but she never encountered one with him. And once he’d noticed her smile and remarked on it, he made a concerted effort to make her laugh frequently, which he accomplished with ease.
Yet Lachlan was always somewhere near at these gatherings, and she wasalwaysquite aware of him, no matter who she was speaking to at the time. Avoiding him was one thing, ignoring him completely when he was in the same room was quite another. And there were times…
She passed him in the hall once before their return from London, and in one breath he said to her quite formally, “How fetching you look today, Lady Kimberly,” and in the very next, “D’you ken that bairns are a possible consequence of what we did?”
That she had started to blush from the compliment only added to the mortified color that spread clear to her roots. And he’d sauntered away before she could even think how to respond. So his intention had been merely to apprise her of that fact if she hadn’t been aware of it.
And she’d thought that was a really rotten thing for him to do, adding one more thing to her worries if shehadn’talready known that little fact. Except that apparently wasn’t the reason he’d mentioned it to her. He’d just been giving her warning of his next outrageous remark, delivered again out of context.
They’d been at a dinner with a good thirty other guests, yet somehow he’d managed to get the gentleman on her left to leave the room. She couldn’t imagine how he’d accomplished this, yet he had proceeded to take the man’s seat, apparently assured the fellow wouldn’t be returning. And although Kimberly had done an excellent job of pretending he wasn’t there, the conversation around them had centered so they were all involved in it.
And between one comment and another, Lachlan had leaned toward her to say, “Youwilltell me if you’re going tae have my bairn, Kimber. I would be extremely angry if you think tae keep something like that from me.”
She’d been delighted to find him and tell him a week later, “I won’t be having any babies, MacGregor, until I’m properly married.”
Incredibly, he hadn’t seemed relieved by that news as she had expected. She certainly was, since it at least put her back on a normal time schedule for finding a husband, as well as precluded her from having to tell her father about what she’d done. Not that she could procrastinate for long over her choices, with her father so eager to have the matter settled. Nor did she want to impose on the St. Jameses indefinitely.
But the fact that Lachlan hadn’t been relieved confused her. He had given nothing away, really, of how he felt about her news. And Howard Canston had come upon them before anything further might be said, and had invited her to go riding, it being one of their nicer winter days.
Kimberly was pleased that Howard still showed a marked interest in her, despite the arrival of the “three lovelies.” John Kent, however, she could scratch from her meager list.
As for Lachlan making an effort toward finding a wife, well, he didn’t seem to be making any effort at all. Edith he barely noticed, though she did her fair share of batting her eyes at him, and although he did show some attention toward Jane, it was cordial at best.
Kimberly wondered, more than once, if he hadn’t been devastated by what she had inadvertently revealed to him at that last ball they’d attended in London, and had been brooding about it ever since. She’d chanced to pass him near the refreshment table, and had noticed that he was staring at Megan and Devlin dancing, and a kernel of resentment had bubbled up in her that he was still mooning over the lady and undoubtedly always would be. If that weren’t the case, she might have allowed herself to fall in love with him.
Her resentment had gotten the better of her and prompted her to say to him, “You really think she’d leave her adoring husband and her baby for you?”
