I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, willing my muscles to relax. My jaw tightened as River’s finger pushed deeper, but the chill of the gel soothed the uncomfortable pain. Once he had one finger fully in, he added another, but not before adding a shit ton more lube.
The pain quickly morphed into pleasure, to the point where his now three fingers didn’t feel like enough. My hole clenched at the sight of his hard cock, wondering howthatcould fit inside me.
River’s fingers stalled. “You okay?”
I absentmindedly pumped my cock as I met his gaze. “Yes. Sorry.”
“Don’t be,” he stated. “Salem is out with the team. He won’t be back for hours.”
He withdrew his fingers, and I nearly whined at the emptiness. Quickly, he reached into his bag and pulled out a condom. At this point, I wouldn’t be surprised if he pulled out a toy next.
Knees on the couch and condom on, River adjusted his tip at my hole. “Spread your legs wider, Alex.”
I complied, pulling my knees into the fetal position. River gazed down at me, his eyes filled with an adoration I’d never known. Like I waspleasinghim.
River brought his face near mine and murmured, “Good boy.”
Before I could react, his thick tip pressed against my puckered hole, gently yet eagerly pushing inside me. Though I tried to hold back a moan, it slipped out, which caused River to thrust deeper.
“Sorry,” River gritted out. His arms trembled as he held himself up on the armrests, framing my head. “It’s taking everything in me not to slam into you. Especially when you keep looking at me like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like you’re begging me to.”
My face flushed, my heart thumped loudly in my ears, and the words slipped out before I could stop myself. “Maybe I am.”
River paused, studying me like he couldn’t believe his ears. Then, his eyes morphed into something more sinister, and a smirk tugged at his lips.
He pounded into me with a hunger I wasn’t aware he had. Each powerful, forceful thrust felt like a missile strike, and each one made me cry out. Like with the fingers, the pain didn’t last long and was swiftly replaced with a pleasure I struggled to decipher.
My head pounded against the armrest as I adjusted my legs to give River more access. He took this as an opening and slammed harder, knowing what I wanted without me having to verbalize it. It was as if our bodies were made to be together.
“River,” I cried. “I’m…”
One last thrust sent me over the edge. The pressure erupted from inside me, hot liquid squirting all over my chest as River kept a steady pace. Seconds later, warmth filled me as River finished, eyes on me as we both panted.
He collapsed on my chest, not minding the cum stuck between us. After a few minutes, River cupped my cheek and rubbed his thumb against it, the action grounding me. “Are you alright?”
Swallowing, I nodded.
“Do you need anything?” he asked as he sat up, brushing a damp strand of hair out of my face. “I can get you water or a snack if you’re hungry. I can even go pick you up food because I?—”
A whimper escaped me as I climbed onto River, wrapping my limbs around him like a bear. “Don’t go anywhere.”
I knew I looked like a clingy fuck, but the only thing I wanted was to be entangled in his arms. After stealing longing glances at him throughout middle school, wishing I could see him again during our years apart, and having him dangled in front of my face for months, unable to act on it, could anyone blame me?
“Okay,” he spoke soothingly as he rubbed small circles on my back. “Want to lie down in bed?”
I nodded against the crook of his neck, and River slid his hands beneath my thighs, hoisting me up. We moved to the bedroom, and River lay me down before climbing in next to me. I intertwined my limbs with his, and he pulled me into a warm embrace.
“Riv,” my voice muffled against his chest.
River’s fingers ran through my hair. “Yeah?”
“Can you come to my doctor’s appointment with me? It’s tomorrow, and my parents will be there, but I’m not sure I’ll get through it with them.”
“For your seizure?” His voice took on a concerned note.
