“Is that it?”
“Yeah, the fuck else supposed to be said?” I frowned, feeling Juniper’s attitude coming back.
“Really?” Scoffing at me, she tried to angrily get up from my lap. Wrapping my arms around her, I held her in place. This running shit she liked to do, didn’t work for me. It was time for Juni to put on her big girl panties and tell a nigga what her issue was.
”Sit yo ass down. What the fuck you mad for that fast? Let me find out you really crazy.”
Juni looked at me like she was debating if she wanted to answer me, but she didn’t have no other choice ‘cause I wasn’t letting her ass up until she talked.
Sighing, she threw her hands up dramatically. “If I apologized to you, why wouldn’t you apologize for hurting me?”
It was my turn to look at her crazy. What the fuck did I have to apologize for?
”I ain’t did shit.”
“Sneaking and getting Mixie pregnant while you were making plans to be with me? Nigga, you broke my fucking heart.I was dreaming about us really being together. While you was still playing house with yo ex.”
“Yeah, something is wrong with yo ass.” I chuckled at her delusional ass. “How I sneak and get Mixie pregnant when you knew I was fucking her? She was almost five months when I found out, meaning she got pregnant around the time I first met you.”
“Okay, so why hide it then?”
“ ‘Cause we was makin’ plans for us to be together. I was scared to lose you, and I ain’t scared of shit, but losing you fucked with me. I should have handled that shit better, but I was tryna figure out how to tell you without you gettin’ in yo feelings.”
“There was no way for that to happen. You see how you felt when I was dealing with Kojo.” She sighed, sadly looking down at her hands.
I let out a bitter chuckle, recalling seeing her pull off with that nigga. If Frankee hadn't been there, I probably would be in jail for murder. “You was on bullshit. You wouldn’t even listen to a nigga.”
“Really? You wouldn’t have listened either. I was hurt. I got robbed, and I needed you. Once I found out Mixie was pregnant, I knew how it was gonna be. Her and her baby would always come first. I didn’t want that for me or my baby.”
“I killed them niggas though,” I revealed to Juniper, and her eyes went wide as her eyes searched my face for any lies. “Ion know why you shocked. You know how I was behind you.”
“I didn’t want you to kill them though.”
“They shouldn’t have touched you.”
“How you figure out who they was?”
“Saw them riding around in yo shit like everything was sweet.”
“Really?” Juniper curiously asked me.
“Yeah, Mixie hired her dumb ass cousins to do that shit .” I caressed the side of Juniper’s face lovely as I stared into her eyes. “I started to kill her, but Forrest is the only reason she’s breathing still.”
“I always wondered if she had something to do with it. All of those nice ass cars in that parking garage, and they want my little Nissan. It seemed off, and even the police asked if I had any enemies… Is that why you aren’t with Mixie?”
“Nah, I stopped fuckin’ with her before that. My heart was stuck on this big headed ass girl that ran off with another nigga. I was so stuck on her, I couldn’t focus on another bitch if I tried. If I couldn’t have the broad who had my heart, I didn’t want nobody else.”
”Oh, yeah? Why didn’t you come get her then?”
“I know you heard me say she got her big headed ass in the car with another nigga? I loved her ass, but I wanted to choke the shit outta her ass.” I put my hands around her neck, squeezing lightly. “I had to keep my distance until I was in my right mind.”
“Well, you shouldn’t have been greedy with two bitches, and she probably wouldn’t have had other niggas.”
“Nah, her ass should have been patient with me.”
“Niggas be delusional.” Juniper snickered, looking at me with a goofy grin. “You got bitches, I got niggas,” she sang in a silly off-tone voice.
“Man, gone on with that shit.” I couldn’t help but to laugh at her silliness.
