He doesn’t enter me right away but teases my clit with the head of his dick. His other hand is at the nape of my neck, and he tilts my head to give me a hard kiss. “Watch how well you take my cock,” he says against my lips, and our foreheads meet to look down between us. I watch as I stretch around him to accommodate his size. It’s the most erotic sight I’ve ever seen. Not even my own imagination could conjure up how hot I look taking his thick length.
“You’re so big,” I say as he slowly pushes inside me, inch by agonizing inch, as the slight pinch of pain is overwhelmed by pleasure.
“I’m just the right size,” he says as he finally bottoms out. “Wrap your legs around me.”
I do as he says, and then he picks me up and backs me into a wall. We’re still fused as he starts to move inside me and I wrap my arms around his shoulders, holding on for dear life.
The generic pictures on the wall shake as he pounds into my center, and I attack his lips with mine, needing to be as closeto him as possible. We lick, suck, and fuck each other’s mouths as my orgasm starts to build once more.
His thrusts get harder and faster and this time he doesn’t stop as he hits a spot so deep inside me that I burst around his cock. My pussy spasms so hard that it tries to push him out, but he continues to fuck me until he’s as deep as he can get and then stills as he falls too. I can feel the hot spurts of his cum coat my insides as my body milks every drop out of him. He makes slow shallow thrusts as we both come down from our climaxes, and he continues to kiss me through it. We’re both breathing hard as he slowly rocks into me and I breathe him in, savoring the moment.
“I could get used to this,” he says, his blue eyes brighter than I’ve ever seen them.
I play with the hair at the back of his neck. “Me too.”
He gives me a lazy smile and then slowly slips out of me and sets me on the floor, watching his cum leak from my pussy. He grabs the nape of my neck, tilting my head up to kiss him, while he uses his other hand to push his seed back into me. “That needs to stay right there,” he whispers against my lips while pumping two fingers into my slit. “I want you to feel me inside you for the rest of the day. I want you to remember who’s cum marked this pussy.”
I shiver with pleasure because fuck…that’s hot. But he’s crazy if he thinks I would ever forget what he just did to me.
He teases his tongue against mine one last time before pulling away, and then slowly takes his fingers from me. He sucks on his middle finger first and then his ring finger, and I swallow hard because he just tasted us together and I think I could come again from that thought alone.
He moves to pull up his pants and tuck himself away but leaves the button open, and then he grabs my leggings and panties and guides each of my feet through to pull them up forme. When I’m fully dressed, he picks me up and places me back on the counter where I originally was and plants a swift kiss on my lips, his arms on either side of my thighs.
“Was that okay?”
“It was really good. Do you always lick… back there?” I ask, feeling my cheeks heat at the embarrassing question.
He smiles but shakes his head. “No, actually. That was a first for me again. Did it freak you out?”
Another first? I internally smile. I know he’s way more experienced than I am, but it makes me ecstatic and slightly crazed to know that there are things he has only done with me.
I shake my head. “No. I just wasn’t expecting it. I uh… it felt good…just different.” I push my hair behind my ears and drop my gaze.
He tilts my chin up and plants a sweet kiss on my lips. “I liked it because it was with you. But if you’re not into it I won’t do it again.”
I give him a small smile and bite my lower lip. “I was into it.”
His face turns almost proud as he beams at me. “Good. Because for your information, I’m going to get very well acquainted with every part of your body if you’ll let me.” He runs his hands over my thighs and uses his thumbs to trace the seam of my leggings over my core, sending a shiver through my body because I’m still sensitive. His hands continue up over my breasts and nipples, and then he uses a thumb to rub at my bottom lip.
He tilts my head to plant an open mouth kiss below my ear and then pulls away. “Why don’t I make the sandwiches and we go down the beach and eat them?”
At this point, I think I would agree to anything he asks, and I smile and nod. “Yeah, that sounds good.”
Because it really does.
Chapter 17
Jordan
The rest of the weekend was something out of a dream. I didn’t end up going into the coffee shop on Sunday. Instead, Lucas and I had sex on every surface in the house, we made picnics for the beach, and I took my longboard on the boardwalk while he ran. It was the first time in, I can’t even remember, that I felt at peace, not having to worry about anything or getting lost in my intrusive thoughts.
There’s a whole lot that Lucas and I avoid talking about, but we’ve managed to keep the conversation flowing. I’m not a complete idiot though. I know Lucas is holding back, I just don’t know why. I’m one to talk though. There’s a reason I haven’t told him much about my mom and dad. The former makes me sad, and the latter makes me angry. And I don’t want to feel those feelings when I’m around him. He’s already seen me cry one too many times and I want to avoid another breakdown around him.
Despite knowing Lucas is hiding things from me, I still trust him. And I still feel safe with him.
Every little touch, every smile, and every small gesture reassures me he’s a good man. There’s intention and purpose in everything he does, something I could learn from. I’ve gone onlong enough being mad at the world and now I need to start living. Even if I’m shackled to my circumstances.
“Hey, Kyle,” I greet as he opens the door to the coffee shop with the baked goods from Coastal Cravings. He’s never once been late for his shift and does everything he’s asked to do. I’m not sure if that’s his normal work ethic or if he’s trying to make up for what he did, but he’s been going above and beyond.
