“Ouch,” he feigns insult.
“No, no. I just mean–”
He chuckles and plants a soft kiss on my lips. “I know what you mean. It’s going to hurt though. You sure you’re okay with that?”
I nod. “I trust you.”
His nostrils flare and the next thing I know my head is yanked back as he sucks and bites at my neck, no doubt leaving hickeys in his wake. I can’t help the goosebumps that rise on my skin as he works his lips down my neck and to my nipple as he sucks the tight bud into his mouth. His free hand moves to my pussy and without hesitation he works two fingers inside my dripping cunt, pumping them in and out.
“Shit. Fuck,” I moan out loud.
If I thought the feeling of his tongue was delicious, the stretch of his fingers is even better. The bite of pain mixed with pleasure has my whole body on a live wire, feeling like it’s going to snap at any second. It’s almost too much but not enough at the same time.
Lucas moves his mouth to mine, and I open for him, sucking on his tongue as it invades my mouth. Our tongues tangle and fight each other as we make out. It’s deliciouslypassionate and a part of me never wants to stop. How can someone be this good at kissing?
He adds a third finger next to the other two and an involuntary moan leaves my mouth.
“You sound so pretty with my fingers deep in your cunt,” he mutters against my lips.
His dirty talk has me on edge, about ready to come again. And all in one move he pulls back, leaving me wanting more. He brings the three fingers that were just in my pussy to my mouth. “Open.”
I hesitate because this feels so taboo, but I eventually obey, and he slides them over my tongue. “Suck.”
I wrap my lips around them, savoring my own flavor. The sweet and salty tang explodes on my taste buds and another moan leaves my mouth. I had no idea what to expect for my first time, but this wasn’t it. The dirtier it gets, the more I want. I’m not sure what that says about me, but I’ll overthink it later.
“God, you’re perfect,” he tells me as he slips his fingers from my mouth and coats his cock with the saliva I left on them. “Pinch your nipples for me, beautiful.”
Even though I’ve never done this before, I do as he says and bring my hands to my breasts and start kneading. All my nerve endings are on fire as I manipulate the hard little buds, testing how much pressure I need for it to feel good. I had no idea that my nipples were so sensitive, and I’m more turned on than ever. Any shame I felt about being a virgin, and not touching myself, has left the building because after that first orgasm, I just want more. Lucas must like what he sees too because his stare is all heat and lust as he watches me work myself over.
He slaps his heavy dick on my clit and then moves it lower to coat the head in my juices. He slides it back up over my clit and repeats the process. It’s a slow, sweet kind of torture.
“More,” I moan. I’m so close, yet not close enough.
He leans back over me and takes my wrists in his hands to plant them next to my head. I’m trapped but I’ve never felt so safe.
He brings his lips to my ear and whispers, “I’m going to coat my cock in your blood and ruin you for everybody else.” He notches his dick at my entrance and then says, “You have two seconds to tell me to put a condom on, otherwise I’m taking you bare.”
I don’t hesitate. “I’m on birth control,” I tell him, and in one swift move, he shoves his cock all the way inside me.
The pain is almost too much, my virginity ripping away in a single moment. But there’s something inside me that doesn’t mind it. Something that likes the painful sting.
“Open your eyes and look at me.” Lucas moves a hand to my face, brushing away a stray tear. I didn’t even realize I was crying. “Are you okay? Say the word and this is over.”
I shake my head. “No. Keep going. I… I like it.” And I do. Maybe I’m a masochist but the stretch of his bare cock in my virgin pussy, well no longer virgin, has me aching for more.
He pulls back and then moves inside me in a long, languid thrust, and I wrap my legs around him tightly. As he continues to slowly stretch me with thrust after thrust, the pain starts to subside into pleasure, and I start to move with him.
“That’s it. Fuck. You take my cock so well. You’re so fucking tight,” he groans. His clear blue eyes never leave mine as his thrusts get longer and harder.
His cock starts to hit something deep inside me as the pace picks up and I moan, my back arching towards the pleasure as it gets more intense.
“That’s my good girl.” He leans back and sits on his heels, still deep inside me. His thumb starts to rub my clit as he pauses all movement, but I need more…want more.
“Squeeze me,” I tell him and put my hand over his on my hip to let him know what I mean.
The devilish smile that forms on his face has me meeting him thrust for thrust. He’s so damn beautiful it hurts, and I could probably get off from just looking at his face alone.
“You like a side of pain with your pleasure, baby?” The question is rhetorical, but I bite my lip and nod anyway.