He couldn’t escape the guilt eating at him from within. The fact that Dylan hadn’t mentioned anything either wasn’t helping. How in the fucking fuck of fucks had he ended up banging him without protection? Was he okay with it? Even worse, was he used to doing that kind of crap?
Oh, fuck me.
He wanted to talk to him about it, but didn’t know how to bring the topic up without offending him.
Jared huffed, attracting Dylan’s attention.
“Why are you so annoyed?” he asked, eyes piercing through his skull.
Heseemed pissed off.
“I’m not annoyed. I’m just... I—I’m never so reckless.” He rubbed both palms over his face, sliding down the sofa until his head was on the armrest. “I don’t know how, I just... I wasn’t thinking. Sorry.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Fucking without a condom.”
“Oh.” Dylan relaxed, gaze returning to his phone. “It’s fine.”
“Fine?” It was Jared’s turn to get upset.
Dylan left the device on the coffee table and slid closer to him on the sectional, prowling between Jared’s thighs. Their crotches pressed together, stirring his insides. They had just fucked, for the love of God, how could something like that make him aroused all over again?
“What are you—”
“Should we have been more responsible? Absolutely,” Dylan said, brushing away the locks on Jared’s forehead. “But we were so caught up in the moment, me so desperate and you so willing, I completely forgot about it... But I know you’re clean.”
“Right, the test I did a few weeks ago.”
Of course, after finding out his ex had been cheating on him, he got tested; you never know. So yeah, he was fit as a fiddle, but... what about Dylan? Even if he hadn’t fucked around much since Jared had moved in with him, that he was aware of, it wasn’t like the man was celibate.
“And as for me,” Dylan continued like he could read minds, “I haven’t had unprotected sex in years. Not a fan of unwanted surprises. Besides, I gotta admit that…” He bit his bottom lip, a grin tugging the corner of his mouth. “When you moved in, I got tested myself.”
“Still...” Jared wasn’t mad, just concerned they’d gotten carried away like that.
“I know, and I’m sorry I didn’t stop you to talk things first, baby boy.”
A couple of beats passed.
Jared snorted. “So, you assumed you were gonna get dick? That’s kinda pompous, don’t you think?”
“I’m hot as fuck, and I knew you wanted my ass. It was a matter of time.” Dylan grinned.
Unable to keep it inside, Jared tossed his head back and laughed wholeheartedly, the tension around them fading.
“So fucking cocky.”
His hand reached out for Dylan’s tee to pull him closer, and he sucked on his ridiculously delicious lips. Their dicks squeezed together as they made out like a pair of horny teenagers.
“Does that mean you wanna repeat then?” Jared breathed against his mouth.
“Do you really have to ask?” Dylan pushed his hips forward and down, making Jared hiss out of pure pleasure when their hardening cocks rubbed through their clothes. “If I’m being honest,” he rasped, nuzzling Jared’s neck, “it’s been a while since I’ve been so attracted to someone. So yeah. I wanna repeat it over and over again…”
“Fuck!” Jared wrapped his legs around Dylan’s waist.
The grinding motion he had going on in time with his words was gentle but so enticing a carnal desire crept into Jared’s bones.
Dylan raised a brow. “I do have one condition though.”