No intentions of stopping were shown.
“Fucking perfect,” Kaj praised, twisting his wrist. “Can’t wait to see your hole gaping after I fuck you with two cocks.”
“Jesus.” Noah let his head fall between his shoulders.
“Ready to take it to the next level?” Kaj bit his bottom lip, breathing hard through his nose as his four knuckles pressed against Noah’s rim.Close, so close…Maybe next time they could try with his whole fist. Kaj shuddered with excitement at the thought. “Noah?” He tilted his head to check on him.
“Yeah. Sorry.” He panted like a dog that had run like a loon for hours. “Just trying to catch my breath.”
“Need a break?”
“No. I want this. I fucking need it.”
Kaj reached for the massive vibrator. It was a toy formed in three distinctive sections, each more challenging than the last. Soft enough to be bent but hard enough to penetrate without being squished. Kaj weighed the black dildo on his palm. He’d used it a couple of years ago with a hookup. It was fucking amazing.
“Sit,” he said when Noah’s arms and legs began to tremble. “How far did you make it?”
Noah rolled over and perched on his palms behind him, facing Kaj. “To the second hump.”
A predatory smile spread on Kaj’s lips. His dick alone was like the first girth—six inches. The second was seven and half. The last one… Kaj quivered inside. The last one was fucking nine, close enough to the size of his dick and the penis ring together.
“Let’s make it to the third tonight.”
Noah let out a long puff of air through his nose, keeping his eyes plunged into Kaj’s. He said nothing, nor did he move, as if waiting for his next instruction.
“This is gonna be straining enough for you, so lay on your back and relax,” Kaj said while coating the stretcher with lube. It looked almost menacing as he lined it up with Noah’s hole. “Remember to breathe, and if it’s too much,tell me.”
Noah nodded, eyes locked on Kaj’s. “I trust you.”
Sex required a certain level of reliance, but for some rougher practices, it was a must. You didn’t need to love your partner to play these games, but you sure needed to have a connection, which Kaj had with Noah. It was a fact, as much as that bothered him. Not to mention that he’d already given Kaj the green light to do anything he wanted. But those three words and the way they rolled off his tongue sent an unexpected surge of heat through Kaj’s body.
It was as if he were saying he didn’t care about the secrets Kaj was obviously keeping. As if he didn’t care about the lies and the fights. About the times he’d belittled or threatened him. Here and now, Noah was handing Kaj a knife, confident he wouldn’t hurt him to the point of no return. Or maybe he didn’t care as long as Kaj was the one inflicting the pain.
And that… It meant so much to him.
Becausemaybe, if he opened up to Noah, he’d actually retrieve the feelings he used to have when they cuddled together in bed to watch a movie on a rainy day when they were teens. Maybe Noah was the thread he needed to stitch his wounds together.
Taking a deep breath, Kaj shook the whirlwind of thoughts from his head and cupped Noah’s balls, drawing them slightly up as he pressed the tip of the vibrator against his slick hole. This was not the time to dwell on the past or the future. This was about them now. Here. Tonight.
The tight muscle of Noah’s ass tensed then yielded, slowly accepting the intrusion. The first section slid in with relative ease, so Kaj pushed it forward carefully until it reached the transition to the second hump.
Submerged in the sensual atmosphere, with his hands and every sense focused on Noah, Kaj searched for the slightest sign of discomfort. But all he could see, hear, and feel was pure fucking pleasure as the man in front of him fisted the sheets and pressed his head back against the mattress, exposing that prominent Adam’s apple and the hard pulse in the veins of his neck.
As Kaj continued pushing in, Noah’s hole stretched, and the second section went in.
“Breathe,” he cued, giving him a moment to accommodate the size of the toy while planting wet kisses on his knee. “Gonna turn it up now.” The thumb of his other hand was already hovering over the button on the remote.
“Okay…”
The dildo came to life with a low hum, and Noah’s entire body stiffened. “Holy fuck!” he cried out, his cock visibly throbbing against his lower abdomen.
Kaj moved the toy in gentle, shallow thrusts, never withdrawing past the widest part. A thin sheen of sweat covered Noah’s skin, making it glow in the dim light of the bedroom. He looked almost like a hallucination, something so good, so beautiful and perfect it couldn’t be true. The way his lips parted, the way shadows played across the valleys and ridges of his muscles…
“You ready for more?” Kaj asked, voice rough with untenable desire.
“Fill me up.”
Kaj’s cock jerked at the raw need in Noah’s tone. He squeezed a generous amount of lube onto the stretcher and spread it with his fingers.
