Itwasn’tKaj’sfirsttime getting a little kinky. He wasn’t new to double penetration either; he had done it all—vag and ass, double vag, and double ass. Yet this felt like the first time he sucked Noah’s dick when they were sixteen.
Rubbing a palm down his face, he reclined on the back of his couch and let out a huff. Everything was ready in the bedroom: the cock ring with a dildo attached to it, lube, a wedge pillow, a couple bottles of water, and a waterproof blanket. He’d closed the thick curtains in his bedroom and chosen an atmospheric metal music playlist—Alcest, Cult of Luna, Negura Bunget, and the like—that was already resonating through the house audio system. Despite how it looked, Kaj wasn’t trying to be romantic, but he wanted—needed—Noah to be relaxed so he opened up to him completely.
It’d been eight days since they talked about doing this, and they hadn’t fucked since. They could have, but with the Nova Rock Festival, Kaj’s birthday celebration, and him wanting to give Noah enough time to get ready to do this, the logistics simply didn’t align.
The bell rang, bringing Kaj to his feet like he had a spring under his ass. His palms were clammy, and his heart was about to rip through his chest. Why the hell was he so anxious?
He buzzed Noah in, and three minutes later, he was at his door.
“Hey, you,” Noah greeted, obliterating Kaj with that sexy, lopsided grin of his.
“Hey, you,” he replied, voice so rough it was obvious he was on the edge. Keeping himself in check when he wanted to skin Noah with his tongue was the fucking hardest thing. “You okay with this then?” he asked against Noah’s mouth as he closed the door.
“I can’t fucking wait.”
Noah pressed his mouth against Kaj’s in one of those kisses that molded their lips together, firm yet soft. Kaj’s hands cupped the sides of Noah’s neck while the vocalist gripped his waist, fingers digging into the flesh, letting him know he was as eager and excited as he was nervous.
At least I’m not alone on that one.
It was ridiculous that they were so flustered. Noah’s deepthroating skills weren’t something a person acquired after a couple of attempts, just like the edging Kaj was able to put himself through. But this was Noah’s first time trying double penetration.The first. Although they had done other things together when they were in their teens, losing their anal virginity hadn’t been one of them.
Kaj’s stomach churned.
Destiny was cruel like that.
Kaj slowly pulled away, relishing for a moment in Noah’s onyx eyes. He was not going to let his past and the intrusive thoughts ruin this for him—for them. Snapping back to the real world, Kaj lured Noah to his bedroom.
“This… looks cozy,” Noah said as he dropped his bag on the floor, squatting to take out the stretcher Kaj told him to get to practice, leaving it on the bedside table like he was settling a picnic. “Are you planning to fuck my ass or my mind?”
Kaj stayed silent for a moment, but then his wires crossed.
Hooking his finger in the loops of Noah’s jeans when he turned around, Kaj dragged him closer and rasped, “Both.” Deliberately slow, he unbuckled Noah’s belt, tossing it aside with a metallic clatter while holding eye contact. “You might command the world when we’re on stage, but here, in private, I hold all the power. Every time we fuck, I steal a piece of you, getting deeper and deeper into your head, leaving you with nowhere to hide.”
“Fuck…” Noah breathed out.
He bit Kaj’s bottom lip and tugged it, obliterating any trace of fear or doubt as he soothed the sting with his tongue. The kiss that followed was nothing like the first. It was pure anarchy. Utter destruction. Apocalyptic.
Like symbionts trying to survive in a suffocating atmosphere, they sucked, licked, and explored each other’s mouths, desperate to get oxygen into their lungs. They broke apart long enough for Kaj to pull the T-shirt over Noah’s head and his own while Noah made quick work of the cord keeping Kaj’s sweats in place before shoving them down to the floor, stripping him completely.
As their mouths found each other again, Noah dragged his nails down Kaj’s sides, making him hiss and arch as he fumbled with the button of Noah’s jeans. Once undone, Kaj pulled the zipper open in one harsh motion and crouched to bring Noah’s clothes down to his ankles. As Noah stepped out of them, his hard cock slightly bounced in front of Kaj’s face. The foreskin was retracted all the way, leaving the engorged, pink head unprotected.
Falling to his knees, Kaj wrapped his fingers around it and licked a trail of saliva from base to head while using his free hand to massage Noah’s balls.
“God…”
With a wicked grin, Kaj looked up at him, savoring the way his breath hitched as their eyes met. The vulnerability in his gaze mixed with unbridled desire hardened Kaj’s dick. He was dying to see Noah’s tight hole completely stretched out. To watch him unravel under him while pleasure and pain morphed into one single sensation, mixing the chemicals in his brain to the point he lost touch with reality.
“I really want to test your limits, see where your breaking point is,” Kaj rasped against the velvet skin of Noah’s shaft, his breath ghosting over the sensitive flesh.
Noah threaded his fingers through Kaj’s hair, holding on like he needed an anchor. “Do it,” he rasped. “Toy with me. Shatter me in any way you want. I’m all yours.”
Without wasting another second, Kaj took Noah into his mouth. A strangled curse fell from his lips, which Kaj took as a cue to swallow him further. Relaxing his jaw, he pushed through the gag reflex that had his skin crawling until his nose brushed against the trimmed hair at the base of Noah’s dick. He hollowed his cheeks, creating a tight suction as he slowly pulled back.
When he reached the head, Kaj swirled his tongue over the slit. The bitter-salt taste of Noah’s precum was so intoxicating he couldn’t help but moan around the cock in his mouth.
“Holy fuck!” Noah gasped.
Kaj wrapped his fist around Noah’s dick, pumping as his tongue laved the prominent vein on the underside, applying the perfect amount of pressure against the frenulum to make him tremble. Noah groaned and bucked his hips forward with frantic urgency, hand tightening on Kaj’s hair as he bobbed his head in a relentless rhythm. Over and over and over again.
