“You gonna fall asleep standing?”
“No,” Kaj protested with his forehead pressed to Noah’s shoulder, watching the remains of foam slide down his crack. “Just... appreciating the moment. Your ass is fucking amazing, I wanna bite and kiss it every time I see it.” He was babbling nonsense.
“I think you’re borderline obsessed.”
“Can you blame me?” Kaj kneaded the firm muscle, the flesh giving in under his fingers. “Actually, been thinking about something...”
“Hm?”
“I want to test your limits. See how much you can take.” Without raising his head, he circled a finger over Noah’s slightly swollen entrance.
“What are we talking about?”
“Double penetration.”
Noah’s expression was a mix of surprise, curiosity, and indignation as he slowly turned around in the cramped shower. “Like… with another person?”
“Fuck no,” Kaj said quickly,tooquickly. The thought of another man touching Noah made something dark and possessive twist in his gut. “Just you, me, and a toy. I’m not sharing you with anyone.”
Noah tilted his head to the side, but if he had something to say, he didn’t.
“It’s okay if you’re not into that.”
“That’s not what I was thinking about. You said you’re not sharing me with anyone… That sounds possessive.”
“It’s not—” Kaj started, then sighed, turning his back to Noah as he got under the showerhead.How could I let that slip?“Okay, maybe it is.”
There was a second of silence
“So, you, me, and a dildo.” Noah raised an eyebrow.
“Yeah.”
“Have you done it before?”
“In all honesty?” Kaj’s mouth twisted while lathering his body. Talking with Noah about what he’d done and hadn’t done with other people was weird. Kaj didn’t want to know what he’d done with his exes, even if that was what made him so insanely good in bed. “There’s nothing I’ve wanted to try and haven’t done yet.”
“Okay.” Tension laced Noah’s voice. “Guess that makes me feel safer. That you know what you’re doing, I mean.”
“I don’t think you’d have issues with it, if that helps. You take three of my fingers easily, and there’s been a couple of times when I’ve also put all four in and you haven’t even flinched.” A tingle of excitement mingled with exhaustion at the base of Kaj’s skull as he pictured some of the nights they’d spent together during the tour. “I just…” He took a deep breath and turned to face Noah, purposefully staring into his eyes. “I want to see how much your hole can stretch for me. How you look completely battered and opened.”
“Jesus,” Noah breathed, gaze darkening despite the tiredness etched on his face. “You’ve really thought about this.”
“Enough to have a toy I’ve never tried on my radar.”
“Should I ask?” Noah chuckled as they stepped out of the shower.
“It’s nothing wild,” Kaj said, taking the towel Noah was handing him, “just a cock ring with a dildo attached to it.”More comfortable than a strap-on or a regular vibrator, and way better than seeing you moan with another man’s dick inside your ass.“Of course, I’d make sure you’re loose and slick enough to take it all. If you don’t have a stretcher to practice, I can send you the link to one that might help.”
“Sure.” Noah’s lips pursed slightly as he held back a grin.
“And I promise I’ll be on my best behavior.”
“Meaning?”
“I’ll treat you like a princess.” Kaj flashed Noah a cheeky grin, earning himself a middle finger. “A queen then?”
“Fuck you.”
