“Unbelievable...”
“I kinda get the feeling it was because of me and how much you enjoyed my dick.”
“Fuck you twice, you fucking cunt.” Noah glared at him and tried to free himself. “I didn’t like it as much as you think. I can’t even stand you.”
“Try with a different lie. The way you came all over the couch, hands-free, slobbering and trembling like you were having a seizure, told a different story,” Kaj husked, ignoring Noah’s refusal.
An electric jolt shot straight to his balls when he didn’t back away, and the images of that night raced into his mind like a tsunami, destroying everything in its path.
Noah was barely hanging by a thread. Deep down, he wanted to get railed like that again. He craved to be so overcome by the sensations assaulting his body that he couldn’t form a coherent thought. He craved to be overpowered, manhandled, and practically forced to orgasm against his own will. Because while he’d enjoyed dominating and fucking Zach, the rush he had gotten while being on the other end of the deed with Kaj was otherworldly. But he wasn’t going to admit that out loud. Not to him.
“I don’t care about what happened that night. I don’t wanna repeat it. Not with you.” Noah pushed his palms against Kaj’s chest. “What is it you don’t understand about the wordno?”
“The part where your mouth is contradicting your dick.” Kaj’s hips grinded tantalizingly slowly.
Noah’s heart thudded with violence, thinning his self-control as seconds ticked away. With their gazes locked, daring and slowly sinking into a mess they couldn’t undo, neither of them retreated. Not even an inch. This man was like cyanide, but apparently Noah was willing to drink it all and put himself at risk.
“Are you gonna remain a coward?” Kaj rasped, flashing him a ridiculously sexy smirk. “Or are you gonna take what you clearly want?”
Fisting Kaj’s tee, Noah mentally cursed himself before giving in to temptation. When it came to this man, he’d always been weak, greedy, biased, and degenerate. Moral concepts and social etiquette didn’t matter with him. Because with Kaj, Noah had found that sharp edge he’d always been missing.
“Just sex,” he said between kisses.
“Yeah,” Kaj replied, gripping his ass tighter, turning the pressure between the swollen dicks in their jeans painful.
“Non-exclusive.” He couldn’t help showing howeasyhe was, but there was no way he was going to let Kaj know he held any power over him. This was only happening because Noah needed it and no one else was on his radar. At least, that was what he wanted to believe.
“Of course.” Kaj panted. “Do you think I’d give up my freedom for you?”
God!Noah hated this guy. He hated his gorgeous face, broad shoulders, ripped forearms, and perfect lips. Hated that after so long he still knew exactly what to say or do to ruffle his feathers. Hated the way he dragged some syllables and how his voice made him feel.
So, he kissed his stupid mouth roughly to shut him up.
To stop from thinking about how getting involved with him was the worst fucking idea.
To get the fix he’d been denying himself for a month.
As their tongues rolled, Kaj glided a hand up and grabbed the back of Noah’s neck, pulling him toward the van. The sound of the vehicle unlocking broke the silence in the street, and with nothing but raw desire taking over, they climbed into the back seat. Their T-shirts flew, followed by unbuckled belts, unzipped jeans, and knocking knees as they undressed clumsily, too feverish to be graceful.
The night was warm and quiet on the other side of the glass, but they were still in the city, parked on a street lined with other clubs that didn’t close until five in the morning. They could get caught.
Any other time, Noah would have worried, panicked even. Not tonight.
Not when they were so far past the point of no return.
Not when his body was thrilled by the simple thought of someone witnessing his urgency meeting Kaj’s.
Hard dicks throbbed in each other’s hands as they feasted on maddening kisses and the heat encapsulating them. Kaj’s short stubble scraped Noah’s chin. It burned, but he didn’t care as long as he kept touching him.
Slumping back in his seat, he bucked his hips, matching the drummer’s rhythm.“Shit. Keep going… Just like that.” He moaned, closing his eyes when Kaj squeezed the head of his cock, thumbing the slit and the ridge under its crown with purpose.
Precum leaked as Kaj moved his fist up and down, slowly getting faster and rougher on his dick, on his lips, on his tongue. It felt like he was a starving, wild creature and Noah was his prey. He bit, sucked, and licked every inch of his mouth, free hand clawing on the back of Noah’s neck to keep him exactly where he wanted.
If he continued like this, Noah would be done in no time.
Breaking the kiss, he folded over himself to buy himself some extra time. He’d been wanting to do this since the very first second he saw Kaj’s dick the last time, anyway.
Noah started slowly, circling his tongue around his crown, trailing it down his cock to suck at the root. Kaj tasted so good, his musky scent reminding him of the salacious fantasies he’d indulged in more times than not when jacking off. It was otherworldly touching this man like this once again.
