Page 69 of If I Were To Die


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“Yeah, what else would it be? You’ve been pestering me nonstop for weeks”—he flashed him a teasing grin—“I’m finally ready to give in to your ridiculous witchery, and I can’t fucking do it?” He huffed.

Zach cackled, tossing his head back. “First, I haven’tpesteredanyone, you love having all my attention,” he said matter-of-factly when he eased out of his laughter—he was damn right. “And second, don’t worry so much. That’s just some of the shitty side effects of what you took before.”

“I was hard three hours ago for no fucking reason.”

“Yeah, when I’m high on Molly, I get boners that can last forhours, yet I won’t be able to come for two business days. But when it starts fading, everything goes limp and there’s nothing I can do about it.”

“Oh. Okay, okay…”

“We don’t need to fuck tonight, Noah. There are more things we can do.” Zach smirked, rocking his hips ever so slightly and pushing his still solid cock against his abs.

“You mean, I can…”

Zach licked Noah’s lips, then said, “Been dreaming about your mouth wrapped around my dick for way too long.”

Noah gripped his hair and brought him down for another ravaging kiss. He nipped, sucked, and explored every corner of him with his hands and tongue, indulging in the eagerness of this man as he pulled his hoodie off, then his own T-shirt.

Soon enough, Zach was completely naked, lying on his back with his thick cock buried in Noah’s throat.

It tasted like... a penis. Skin with a dash of saltiness. Different from what he remembered, yet oddly familiar at the same time. The soap scent accompanied by perfectly trimmed pubic hairwas a delight. No wonder Zach was so popular. Who wouldn’t want to get him in their mouth?

Noah bobbed his head, taking breaks to suck the engorged tip and tongue the slit before he pushed him all the way back once more. He wasn’t sure he remembered how to do this properly. Was he going too fast? Too slow? Was his technique good enough? He felt like a newbie all over again, but Zach didn’t seem to have any complaints as he rolled Noah’s low ponytail in his hand and moaned unabashedly just a few minutes in.

“Holy shit!” he gritted, thrusting up as their eyes locked. “I should have forced you to do this before. Fucking Jesus Christ!”

Noah sighed around him, fisting his dick and slacking his jaw enough to take him deeper. Moving his hand in time with his head, tongue sliding flat along rigid flesh, he felt the exact moment Zach peaked. His back arched, and he trembled through his climax as Noah swallowed every drop.

When he let him go and crawled up the bed to lie beside him, Zach rolled on his side. He smiled, eyes hooded, equally lustful and exhausted. They kissed again, languidly and for so long that Noah’s lips burned.

This man was too beautiful to be true.

Seventeen

As days passed onthe calendar, Noah began to feel more confident again. That nothing changed between him and Zach had played its part, too.

They continued fooling around but mostly remained friends. While they were working on their projects or hanging out with colleagues, neither of them tossed sexual innuendos. What they were doing was an open secret though, as they’d been caught coming out of rooms disheveled or the bathroom after showering together.

They’d agreed to be exclusive, but they had an expiration date. If everything worked for Noah, he would be heading for the UK in less than a year, and they both concurred long distance relationships didn’t work, so there were no demands or expectations for the future, which made sex that much better. And holy fuck, Noah loved every second they’d spent tangled around each other.

He’d only been with one person besides this man, but Zach... he definitely had some experience. Noah was more than happy with that.

Zach wasn’t only the sexiest thing when asking for what he wanted and instructing him on how to do it to maximize the pleasure, he was also an incredibly attentive lover. It didn’t matter if they just used their hands or their mouths, whatever they did had Noah coming hard and way too fast every damn time. He also granted him the patience and space he needed to get comfortable taking their new dynamic to the next level, which honestly wasn’t much, because Noah soon found himself wanting more.

It freaked him out at first because he had never felt anything like this for anyone who wasn’t Kaj. Was he ready to let go of the crutch that had helped him walk since they broke up? It was foreign to still be hurting over a future he never got to live while feeling like the scars weren’t so red and swollen anymore.

It’d already happened. Noah had fucked Zach. In different positions. Several times. Each one better than the last as they learned each other’s bodies.

Tonight, however, it was Noah’s turn to bottom.

They had showered together, then Zach left him alone so he could douche in peace. And here they were now.

“That’s it, keep breathing,” he rasped while fingering Noah’s hole. “You’re so fucking tight. I’m leaking just thinking about how it’s gonna feel.”

They had talked about how Noah wasn’t sure of his preferences. He’d never had penetrative sex before, so he had no idea what he truly liked. When he got fingered, lust strained his cock to the limit. Not to mention the rimming. That shit had him panting so quickly it was embarrassing.

He definitely wanted to try somedeeperanal action, but there was a part of him, a feral one he rarely let wander outside,that craved to be in control. That craved to be the one making his partner scream and contort in pleasure. And since they had crossed off everything else from the list, this was the most logical next step.

“Zach, please... Fuck!” Noah begged. He was on all fours with his face pressed to the mattress and his ass up in the air, a thin layer of sweat covering his back. “Either you slam your dick inside me now or you might as well end me like this.”