He was so dizzy after hitting his head, he didn’t know what was happening half of the time when Kaj started eating him out. He kissed, sucked, and lapped his crack over and over before he speared him with his tongue. Noah writhed beneath him, thrashing when he shoved two fingers into his ass.
“Fuck! Please, Kaj... Stop...”
As he fought the urge to buckle his hips, feeling every molecule in him buzzing, he recognized the sound of a bottle of lube being opened. His heart crashed against his ribs. This was fucking wrong. His body shouldn’t be enjoying the adrenaline rush. It shouldn’t crave to be brutally invaded and abused while wanting to escape. Kaj was hurting him, yet somewhere in the subconscious part of his mind, Noah believed he would never damage him beyond repair.
What the fuck is wrong with you? This is sexual assault!
“Don’t do it.” His voice, like his willpower, was weak. “I don’t wanna do it like this.”
Touching his forehead to his clenched fists on the floor when Kaj smeared the lube over his asshole, Noah gave in. Tears blurred his sight as he kept begging him to stop, but he wasn’t physically struggling anymore. The sooner it started, the sooner he’d be left alone with the miserable reality that nothing would save them.
He was preparing for what was about to come, certain Kaj would be ruthless tonight. But then, his hips were tugged up forcefully and an excruciating pain radiated from his ass toward his core, obliterating the ends of each one of his nerves when he rammed into him without warning.
“Fuck!” Noah wailed, not ready for that. While there had been some foreplay, it hadn’t been anywhere near enough. A few more tears rolled down, but he couldn’t help but notice how hard his erection grew. So thick it felt about to explode. “You’re hurting me.” He winced as Kaj grinded into him, making his cock twitch. “Fuck! Why are you doing this?”
“You know why.” A soothing palm caressed along his spine before Kaj seized his waist. “You want it. I need you to admit you do... You wantme.”
“You know I do. I can’t fuck around with just anyone.” Noah clenched his jaw, the pain still not subsiding. He tried to moveaway, but Kaj’s grip tightened, so hard he was sure bruises were starting to form on his skin under his fingertips.
“You’remine.” His voice cracked as he pulled out, leaving the swollen head of his dick inside Noah before he slammed into him again.
“Shit.”
“You’re mine. And. You. Will. Always. Be,” Kaj growled in time with his thrusts. “Say it.”
“Stop it. Fuck. Stop!” Noah cried out. He tried to reach for Kaj’s hand, as if touching him would snap him back to the real world, but the moment he lifted his arm, he was pushed forward and lost balance.
“Say it,” Kaj roared. “Say you’re mine.”
Noah squeezed his eyes shut, breathing raggedly into the carpet. His elbows burned as they rubbed on the rough fabric every time Kaj drilled into him, rearranging his guts. His cock began leaking and his heart was palpitating with such violence, Noah wasn’t sure he would survive this attack. “Oh, god... Fuck. I’m yours, I’m yours!” An irrepressible groan rumbled in his throat as Kaj drove over his prostate.
Behind him, Kaj shifted his position and propped on one foot. Then he reached for Noah’s wrists, locking them at the base of his spine as he continued battering his ass.
Sex with this man was never conservative or planned. Whenever they were together, the monsters they usually kept hidden in the dark unraveled in a beautiful display of unfiltered want. The kind that razed civilizations. They had no qualms in using each other to grasp that fleeting moment of ecstasy. It was always irrational and unhinged, but it’d never been so desperate.
Each plunge was greedier than the last, more violent. It was such a vicious act, Noah didn’t know who he was anymore. He rode the edge of pain and pure pleasure for so long he couldn’t tell them apart as he rushed toward an impending release. Withworn-out muscles that were pleading for relief, he found himself rocking his hips back to meet Kaj in the middle of his frenzy. He wanted more.Neededmore.
They were madness and utter anarchy. Insatiable hunger and tragedy. Two ravenous animals who had found a place where they didn’t need to keep check of their desires.
A place where the prying eyes of society couldn’t judge the depravity of what they craved.
A place where they could let go of all the restraints and be free.
“Come on...” Kaj coaxed, his voice an octave lower. “Come for me.”
Noah shuddered as Kaj’s thrusts slowed down slightly, becoming long, deliberate, and raided as he bent to stroke his aching dick, adding that little twist of his wrist that drove him crazy.
Just when he was about to fall, sensing the peak of his orgasm, Kaj began to fuck him harder again. The ferocity of his hips slapping against the back of Noah’s was blinding. So much so, he couldn’t repress it any longer. The most pornographic sounds ripped from their throats as they spiraled into sweet surrender. Noah was drooling when he ejaculated in pulses, shaking with the waves of pleasure scorching every cell in his body. And then, for the first time in his life, he felt the hot spill of semen inside of him.
Circling his waist with both arms, Kaj rutted his cum deep in Noah’s ass while biting and planting open-mouth kisses on his shoulder. The realization that he’d fucked him raw made him feel violated and dirty, but it still wasn’t enough for him to break. He wanted Kaj to skin him with his tongue and fuck him all over again. He needed to be completely owned.
When Kaj slid out, still trying to catch their breaths, they let themselves fall on the floor covered in sweat. Noah felt dirty like never before, with cum dribbling out of him and his jeans stillaround his thighs. But he couldn’t move to pretend he was a respectable human being right now. Everything in his body hurt, from his strained shoulders, to the rash on his elbows, to the purple marks already painting his waist and hips, to his ass.
As he floated in this cloud of sickly sweetness, Kaj brushed away the wet locks stuck to his face. And that was when Noah saw it. Like a flash, a wave of the most harrowing agony flickered in his eyes.
“What is it?” he asked, touching his hand that was now grazing his collarbone. “Tell me... I’ll do anything for you.”
Kaj froze. “Even if I told you... there’s nothing you can do about it.”
