Page 47 of Under Control


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"Well, what we’re going to do today is the exact opposite," she countered, stopping at the end of the hallway.

"To what end?" I questioned, curious about the sudden shift in methodology.

“To address the nature of addiction,” Mia explained, turning to face me. “Sex, like anything else, has its compulsions. Ifyou allow a specific fetish to become your only source of gratification, you reach a point where you can't function without it. Any obsession becomes a liability when it robs you of your agency.”

Mia led me deeper into the club’s corridor here in the Dutch capital. At a single glance, it was easy to see why she was one of the most sought-after Dominatrices in Europe.

She wore a full black latex catsuit that fit her like a second skin, her hair pulled back into a ponytail so tight it seemed to sharpen her features. Her silhouette was sculptural, intimidating, and perfectly poised.

“I understand the theory,” I remarked, feeling the weight of the environment pressing in. “I just don't know how far I can go with the opposite of deprivation.”

Mia opened the door to one of the private suites and ushered me inside. This time, the space felt deceptively ordinary—a standard bedroom, save for the heavy-duty restraints fixed to all four corners of the frame.

The walls were a deep, forest green, casting a moody shadow over the king-sized bed and its crisp, light-colored linens. Off to the side stood a sleek, black cabinet that I assumed was stocked with the tools of her trade.

“I need you to undress and lie down,” Mia instructed, her voice devoid of any hesitation. “We’ll begin as soon as you confirm you’re comfortable.”

“Are we really going to be that clinical about this?” I remarked with a dry smile, unbuttoning my shirt before stepping out of my tailored trousers.

“Yes. We are here to hone your skills and map your body’s responses to programmed stimuli,” she countered flatly. “If you’re looking for a companion, the Red Light District is just around the corner.”

I arched an eyebrow, holding her gaze with a trace of my usual dominant edge. “My apologies,” I retreated slightly, “it’s just that most of my experiences in this position were for someone else’s gratification, not my own.”

“Perhaps you’re just a little on edge, Kelsey,” Mia observed, her tone softening just a fraction. “For now, keep your lingerie on. I’m going to secure your limbs, and as we progress, you can let me know when you're ready to shed the rest.”

I nodded in agreement and stretched out on the mattress, clad only in my bra and panties. Mia was a woman of few words, but she moved with clinical exactness.

She began searching for my pleasure points, dragging her fingertips across my abdomen to see where my skin would break into goosebumps. When her touch reached the crest of my hip bone, I could have sworn a ghost of a smile touched her lips. I let out a long, heavy sigh.

The darkened atmosphere and the heady scent of the room were acting on my synapses. Even the music, a soft and enveloping ambient track, seemed designed to draw me further into the trance.

With a low whisper, noting the sudden catch in my breath, Mia announced that she was going to blindfold me. From that moment on, I felt the ground fall away.

Deprived of sight, my other senses flared into a state of hyper-awareness. A wave of raw heat rolled through me, and I found my hips undulating instinctively, searching for friction.

She shifted her weight, sitting atop one of my thighs, and the scent of lavender flooded the room. It hit me like a physical blow.

“Who told you about that perfume?” I rasped, my voice fracturing as the scent intoxicated me, dragging Megan’s ghost into the room.

“Let’s just say I have my sources,” Mia replied smoothly.

Her answer was punctuated by the sharp scrape of nails against my skin. The sting sent a jolt of arousal straight to my core, and I felt a series of jagged moans escape my throat, completely beyond my control.

The sensation of her warm lips trailing along my ribs, combined with the heavy, lavender-laden atmosphere, forced my eyes to roll back behind the silk. I was drowning in it.

“Shit... tell me to stop,” I hissed in a frantic whisper, my resolve crumbling.

“No,” Mia commanded, her voice a cold contrast to the heat of her mouth. “Let it come.”

Her fingers ravaged my breasts, biting and pinching the sensitive skin without warning. Being on the receiving end was a revelation of powerlessness.

It's about me, but it's also about them. Especially Megan.

It was her face that flickered behind my eyelids. In my mind, it was her lips grazing my skin, her thighs creating that frictionagainst mine. She was the one driving me to the brink without a single direct touch.

It was Megan’s name that I screamed when the pressure finally broke—when I exploded into a thousand jagged pieces of pleasure, feeling my heart hammer against my ribs until I thought it might actually combust.

I was logically aware that it wasn’t her, but my body was a traitor; it believed otherwise. It was for Megan that I allowed myself to be penetrated, devoured, and pushed so far past my limits.