Page 104 of The Barbarian Laird


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He leaned down, his forehead pressing against hers with a desperate, grounding weight. She simply breathed him in—the scent of rain, pine, and the metallic tang of the danger they had just escaped.

His thumbs, calloused and warm, brushed the drying blood on her neck with a touch so light it was like the ghost of a caress. His expression was one of such devastating, soul-deep tenderness that Enya felt the last of her strength evaporate. Her heart, which had been a frantic, trapped thing, finally slowed, finding its rhythm against the thundering cadence of his.

Her knees finally gave way, the adrenaline leaving her limbs in a sickening rush.

He caught her instantly, his arms wrapping around her with a fierce, possessive strength that felt like a sanctuary. He pulled her flush against his chest, tucking her head beneath his chin. Enya felt the heat of him, his heart beating against her cheek.

She finally let go.

"Ye’re a stubborn, difficult woman," he murmured into her hair. His voice was thick, choked.

"And ye’re a dramatic, overbearing Norseman," she whispered back, a small, dry smile finally touching her lips as she buried her face in the salt and wool of his tunic. "I suppose we’re even."

As the guards dragged a screaming, cursing Finley into the night, Enya looked at the rusted hook on the wall. The line hadbeen severed. The shadow was gone. And for the first time in her life, she felt freed from her curse.

"Ye’re safe," he whispered, his eyes scanning hers as if he still couldn't believe it.

Enya leaned into his palm, her own eyes stinging with a sudden, happy heat. "I'm nae going anywhere, Norseman. Ye’re stuck wi' me."

Harald let out a pained, huffing sound. His hand dropped over hers, his thumb tracing the line of her knuckles with a desperate, grounding focus.

"I almost lost ye, Enya," he whispered. The admission was a fracture. "I have spent me life guarding this island, built walls o' stone and secrets tae keep the world at bay. And in one night, I realized the walls meant naething. I would have handed Finley the keys tae every gate I own if it meant ye took another breath."

Enya felt a hot, stinging pressure behind her eyes. She hated it. She hated how easily he could reach inside her and pull at the threads of her composure.

"Then we are both fools," she said, her voice trembling despite her best efforts to keep it sharp. "Because I would have let him kill me before I let him take yer life. But I promise ye one thing. Nay more secrets. Nay more guarding our hearts like they’re border territories."

Harald looked up, his dark eyes searching hers. "Honesty," he said, the word sounding like a vow.

"Honesty," she repeated. She took a breath, her fiery spirit flickering in her gaze.

Harald moved closer, his hand sliding from her fingers back to her jaw, his palm cupping her face. His thumb brushed the skin just beneath her eyes.

"Then here is a truth," he murmured, his voice dropping into a register that made her breath hitch. "Finley told me I would grow tae fear the curse in yer blood. That I would see yer eyes and remember whose sister ye were."

Enya stilled. That old, familiar rejection—the one she had carried since childhood—began to rise in her throat like woodsmoke. She waited for the blow. She waited for him to admit that the superstitions were too strong to break.

"He was wrong," Harald said, his gaze intensifying until it felt as if he were looking directly into her soul. "From the moment I saw ye in that forest, it wasnae fear I felt. It was a recognition. I have lived me life in gray, Enya. In shadows and duty. And then ye arrived, with eyes that refused tae blink in the face o' me rage."

He leaned in, his forehead pressing against hers, his breath warm against her lips.

"I love yer eyes, Enya. Nae despite their difference, but because o' it." He tilted her face up, his gaze lingering on each eye with a proprietary, worshipping focus. "This one," he whispered, gesturing to the amber, "reflects the warmth and the gentleness I never thought I deserved. It’s the hearth I want tae come home tae."

Enya felt a sob catch in the back of her throat—a small, broken sound of sheer disbelief. A tear escaped, sliding down her cheek to dampen his thumb. She had spent a lifetime trying to hidethem, lowering her gaze to avoid the flinch of others, yet he was looking at her as if she were a miracle.

"And this one," he continued, his voice thick with a fierce, quiet pride as he looked at the sea-green, "reflects the strength and the ferocity that keeps me standing. It’s the storm that matches me own. Taegether... they are everything I admire. They are the map o' the woman who saved me."

The admission hit her harder than any blade. It was total, unconditional acceptance—the one thing she had never dared to hope for. She wasn't a curse to him. She was his.

"Ye really are a poet when ye’re exhausted, aye?" she whispered, a watery smile breaking across her face. "It’s quite a scary development."

Harald let out a low, rumbling laugh—the first true sound of joy she had heard from him. He pulled her into his arms, tucking her head beneath his chin, his heart beating a steady, thundering rhythm against her ear.

"I am a man who has found his home," he corrected, kissing her forehead, then the tip of her nose, then finally her lips. "Ye are me home, Enya."

Enya leaned into the kiss, her soul finally at rest. The mists had cleared. The shadow was gone. And for the first time in her life, she wasn't just surviving.

She was loved. And that was the greatest victory of all.