Those sounds would be etched on my brain forever. Her pleasure. Her need for me. I circled my tongue in a rhythm and hummed into her, and she fell apart. Hard. She trembled and thrashed around the tent, locking her legs tighter against my head, and if I hadn’t loved her already, I’d have fallen in love with her right then.
I wanted to spend my life pleasuring this body, hearing her moan my name and loving her. It was my biggest weakness, and while I could enjoy this night with her, I knew her. This was just physical, and even at the beginning of this, I needed to prepare myself for the end because just like every man in her life, I had an expiration date.
CHAPTER FIVE
Maddie
Nothing made sense anymore. Nothing. Breathing didn’t seem as important as getting Matt naked. I wanted to feel his skin on mine, his warmth, his cock. Yeah, definitely his cock. That baby seemed huge when I sat on him.
He looked up from between my thighs, and my heart beat twice as hard to continue working. He stared at me with the look I’d seen Alex use on Becky. Heat. Lust.More.It jarred with every part of my brain when it came to Matt. I kept him in my safe zone, away from all my hookups, boyfriends, flings. He’d never crossed that line because it terrified me. No one stuck around, so I pushed them away, but with Matt?
No.I stopped thinking about it.
He grinned, pressed a kiss right on my pussy, and arched one brow in challenge.
I sat up and took his shirt off before fumbling to undo his jeans. He tried helping, but I swatted his hands.
“In a hurry?” he asked, his sexy voice right in my ear. He leaned closer and pressed a kiss right where my neck met my shoulder, making me shiver.
“Yes, I am.” After what felt like six hours, I finally stripped him down, and his hard cock stood against his stomach. My mind buzzed. Literally. Like a queen bee was flying around. I loved Matt dearly, but to be so physically into him… it unsettled me in a riveting, dangerous way. “Mattie, my god.”
“Seems like we don’t know everything about each other, do we?”
There was something in his voice that wasn’t right, but he dug his fingers in the back of my head and brought his mouth an inch from mine. “Like how you kiss. I’ve heard this mouth for years, and now I want to feel it.”
Then he pressed his lips against mine andwhoa.It was as if Thor himself smacked me with his hammer right in the chest. Matt slid his tongue into my mouth and devoured me with a frenzy, like he couldn’t breathe without kissing me, and after a two second delay of my brain, I kissed him back.
He tasted like beer andme,and fuck it was hot. He groaned into my mouth, and we were nothing but tongues, teeth, lips, and sounds of pleasure. My core throbbed, begging for another orgasm, and I wanted it with him inside me. We made out like horny teenagers, exploring each other's bodies with our hands as the kiss went on. I was dizzy. My mind a fog. I reached between our bodies and stroked him, causing the gentle giant to tremble.
I had to see this. Never had I seen my friendtremble.My breath lodged in my throat when I found him staring at me, like he too didn’t want to miss a thing. My words got lost when he bit down and teased my bottom lip.
This was better than anything I could’ve ever imagined—because I had thought about him like this before. A few times and that was it. It was too dangerous to do more, but he ran his thumbs over my nipples as he kissed me, and I wanted him inside me right now.
“Matt, please,” I begged, dragging my hands over his back, shoulders, head. I rocked my hips against his dick, and he stiffened.
“I don’t have a fucking condom.”
We stared at each other for a beat. “I’m safe. I got tested last month, and there hasn’t been anyone since then,” I said, breathless and pretty sure I would die if he didn’t put that spear in me. I would never suggest that if it was anyone else. It was Mattie, the person I trusted most. “I’m on birth control.”
“I’m okay too.”
Matt’s intense stare lasted two seconds before he slammed his mouth to mine and nudged his head at my entrance. My body heated, and my skin prickled with pleasure as he thrust into me in one smooth motion.
“Holy shit,” I moaned, taking a breath to adjust to his size. He took his time and moved his hips slowly, kissing a part of my body after every thrust. My shoulder. Neck. Collarbone. Cheek. I gripped his face and brought his mouth to mine. “More” was all I said.
He seemed to understand.
He picked up his pace as he went deeper, harder. He lifted up one of my knees so it rested on my chest, providing him access to go even further into me. I dug my fingers into his forearm as the familiar tingle danced along my spine. I rarely came from penetration, but hell, the way he looked at me and touched me made me feral.
The fact nothing was between us right now felt different, felt special. It all melded together, and my muscles tightened.
“You feelincredible,” he said between grunts and used one hand to arch my hips to a better angle. Once he’d adjusted me, he took my nipple between his thumb and pointer and pulled.
That did it.
My orgasm hit me hard, and for a few seconds, nothing mattered. It was just Matt and me, naked in this tent. He watched me with heavy eyes as I came, and I barely had time to catch my breath before he lowered himself again. Missionary wasn’t my favorite position, but Matt wasn’t like anyone else. He touched and kissed and fucked, and I responded. I responded like I’d never responded to anyone ever before. Maybe it was because I could be myself, not hiding anything because he’d already seen it all, but this orgasm was different in epic proportions.
Sweat pooled between our bodies, and I reached around to grab his very tight ass. I bit his skin right by his shoulder, and he buried his face in my neck. “Maddie, baby, I’m going to—”
