“I’m so sorry, babe. It’ll feel good in a second. You’re fucking tight.” He somehow managed to grab my ass and kiss my jaw in the process. “I’m never leaving this, ever.”
He was right. It felt amazing a minute later. I arched my back, wanting him to go as far as he could. He did. He whispered all sorts of thing I knew he couldn’t mean yet. I enjoyed every fucking second until we both collapsed on the bed, covered in sweat and the afterglow of sex. He threw the condom into the trash and pulled me up next to him. “Callie?”
“Mm.” I had my eyes closed—sleep was close. He was warm and comfortable and perfect…
“Can I stay with you?” His voice was different…almost unsure or nervous.
“I’d like that.” I relaxed at his words and snuggled closer to him. “I’m a wild sleeper.”
“Fine by me. I’m nowhere near finished with you. Trust me, you’ll be up soon.”
“M’kay.”
He wasn’t lying. Three hours later, I panted, breathless from the fourth orgasm I’d had in one night. He looked like the king of the world with his pose, one of his hands under his head and his abs on full display. “Can I ask you something?”
“Just did.” I felt drunk on him. Our faces were inches apart and I couldn’t stop smiling, even though I was sleep deprived and would regret it the next day. “But, sure.”
“Have you ever had an orgasm during sex before?”
“Hmm.” I ran my tongue over my lip. “I don’t think I want to answer.”
“Why not? You can tell me anything.” He pouted a bit. God, how he looked so damn attractive with one lip sticking out was beyond me. He was a man, and yet, that face…Shivers.
“I don’t think I want you to know.” I hid my face. It’d give him that much more power over me and I wasn’t sure I liked the scale at the moment. He’d ruined me for anyone else, ever.
“Why the hell not?” He ran his hand over my jaw and tipped my chin up, forcing me to look at him. “Don’t go shy on me.”
“Fine.” I met his eyes and worried about the reaction. “No. I haven’t.”
“Orgasmed during sex?”
“I’ve never orgasmed from a guy before,” I admitted, my face warming to beat red. “Also, I’ve only had sex once before.”
His face froze in place. Nothing moved. Not his chest, not his eyes which rested on my face. I waited, my stomach churning. I pressed my lips down together, hard, with worry. I sat up, walked to my bathroom. “I know that’s probably sad, but, I never found the right person. Not saying you’re the right person, because well, I guess you are. I mean, I don’t regret this. At all. But I know I’m inexperienced in this area. I’m sorry.” I refused to meet his eyes in the buff and shook my head. He finally moved and I ran into the bathroom and locked the door.
“Shit.” I eyed my reflection in the mirror. My cheeks were rosy, my hair messy and my eyes crazier. I had a wild, satisfied expression, yet I’d made an ass out of myself. My hands shook from fear and insecurities that were years old.
“Callie. Open up.” Zade spoke through the closed door but I heard the command in his voice.
“Give me a second.” I wiped my face with a cool towel and unlocked the door. I might feel insecure about my sexuality, but not about my body. I didn’t cover up nor did I try to. His eyes softened to the warmest color and my worries seemed stupid. No one could have anyone stare at them like…like that and not feel cherished.
“I feel like I should warn you that I’m going to be an asshole sometimes. I’m learning how not to be.” He stepped into the bathroom and cupped my face. “Thank you for sharing that with me.”
“You were persistent,” I said to his chin.
“I reacted poorly.” He waited until I met his eyes. “I’m sorry for that.”
I shrugged, not sure what to say. He kissed me and I melted into him. “It’s hard to be mad at you when you kiss like that.”
“I’ll remember that for the future. I’m bound to piss you off sometimes.” He gave me a small smile. “Now, two reasons explain why I reacted that way.”
“Yeah?” My voice came out breathless. He twisted us around and I saw our reflections in the mirror. He met my eyes, which was a severely underrated turn-on. He ran his hand down my left side and stopped at my hip.
“First was shock. How I found you single shocks the hell out of me. Look at you.” When he tapped his fingers over my curves and muscles, he made me feel the sexiest person in the world. “The second was pure alpha man instincts.”
“Don’t let it get to your head.” I whispered my fear and his face fell.
“Callie, I want to give you every orgasm you’ll ever have.” He pulled my hand and dragged me back to bed. “Now, let’s sleep an hour or two before next round, eh?”
