Forty-Six
VIOLET
My nerves feel like they’re short circuiting. One moment I'm buzzing with excitement and need, the next I'm zapped with uncertainty. It's jarring and incredibly frustrating when all I want is to make this work.
I want to fuck all three of them, watch them fuck each other, and be totally cool with it. Because if I'm not, I should think evenmore.
I don't want to lose them. I don't want to end this and hurt them again because I can't get control of my anxiety.Hurting myself isn’t an option either.And my gosh, I think losing them might ruin me for life.
I can't do it again.
"Ellis!" I screech, blood rushing to my brain. Hoisted over his shoulder with my ass in the air, Ellis rushes up the stairs.
"CAREFUL!"
"NO RUNNING!"
I don't have a chance to laugh before I'm flippedonto my back. Bouncing on the mattress, I look up at the handsome man who looks ready to eat me.
Then, Ellis opens his mouth and all my worries fly away with the giggles that burst out of me. "Do you get daddy vibes from them too?"
My chest aches with the force of my delight, becauseyes. Yes I do. "Did they sound the same to you just then?" I ask, loving that we can bond over our overbearing men.
Our...Maybe this won't end in tragedy after all.
Ellis smiles down at me and tugs his shirt over his head. Saliva pools in my mouth at the sight of his ripped, lean frame. His dark hair is mussed to perfection, and his cheekbones are shadowed in the soft glow of the lamp beside the bed.
"Ellis," I breathe, reaching for him.
The tight feeling in my belly isn't nervousness. No, I'm aching to be filled by this beautiful man who can make me laugh like nobody else. He makes me feel like I have a best friend who would do anything for me. He feels so deeply, so I know if he loves me, helovesme.
Loud footsteps startle us both. Jamie and Nate are coming up the stairs. Ellis lunges onto the bed and rushes up to sit against the headboard.
I'm jostled around by his quick movements and end up scampering off the bed to give him space. "Quick," he hisses. "Get naked and come sit on me. I don't want my ass spanked again."
Lips twitching again, I pull my shirt off like he did and quickly tug my leggings down. One thing I'm not very self-conscious of is my body, so that's a relief.
"Violet," Ellis whines as the murmuring deep voices get closer. "Get your wet pussy on my dick before Nate yanks me off the bed."
"Pretty sure this is a terrible way to encourage me to fuck you, Ellis," I scold, but still I climb back onto the bed and crawl toward him.
His eyes heat, and the humor in them burns to lust. "Fucking hell," he moans.
"Stay right there, baby," Nate demands as he and Jamie enter the bedroom. The latter closes the door and unbuttons his jeans, but doesn't remove any clothing as he goes to sit beside Ellis.
I'm frozen on my hands and knees. My tits sway as the bed dips with Jamie's weight, forcing me to acknowledge how heavy they feel.Why did I leave my bra on?
The room is silent while three sets of eyes burn into my naked flesh. Nate has the perfect view of my ass and lacy black thong. The longer I stay like this with my thighs spread, the more I feel.
The cool air kisses my pussy lips. My thong no longer holds all of me in its tiny fabric. My clit tingles, and my hole aches to feel the scratchy material move. Even just some slight friction would be phenomenal.
Throb after throb, I become a needier mess, and nobody's even touched me. They haven't moved or said anything.
With each inhale of my chest, my nipples graze the small lacy bra. Goosebumps and chills roll through my body, but the sweet torment doesn't end there.
What really makes me whimper is my otherentrance. The empty, aching pulse of my pussy pulls on my ass each time, forcing my thong to massage me back there. I love some kinky ass play, and just the fact that Nate has a front-row seat to it makes me moan.
"You are so fucking desperate right now," Nate growls.
