"Yes," I sigh, my head falling back onto our pillows. "Her little gasps of pleasure when I kissed her neck drove me wild."
"Mmmm, like this?" Nate rumbles, and the next thing I know, he's putting his weight on top of me and nibbling on the column of my throat. Noises escape me unbidden, but I'm unable to control them. With his stomach rubbing my aching cock and the friction of his hair adding more sensation, I'm about a moment away from losing all control.
"Come for me. I need to feel you strangle my cock, Ellis. But don't you fucking let go of those ropes."
His demand is what tips me right over the fucking edge. One final drag of his abs and spattering of hair against the tip of my dick rubs the orgasm right out of me.
Faintly I hear the headboard creak and groan with the force of my pull on the ropes. "FUCK! FUCK!" Roaring out my release, I relish in the way Nate's body pins me to the bed as he bucks and paints my insides.
Slowly, and reluctantly, I float back down to earth and find myself in Nate's arms as he pets my back. He knows me well enough to know when I need aftercare and a cuddle.
"I love you," I murmur into his heaving chest.
"And I love you," he whispers, hugging me tight and giving me exactly what I need. Like he always does.
Forty-Three
JAMIE
“Ihave an idea," Violet announces, turning to me on the couch. She crosses her legs and waits for me to respond.
Smiling indulgently at her, I grab her fidgeting hands and set them on my thigh. "What's your idea?"
After a long day of work, I could listen to her talk about literally anything and be completely content. My schedule is jam-packed lately, like it always is after the holidays. What better way than to spend your gifted cash?
Violet takes a deep breath like she's gearing up to say something important. Her body language puts me on high alert, then she blurts out, "I want to have sexy time as a group before I leave for my trip in a few weeks."
I open my mouth to say something along the lines of fuck yes, but she keeps talking like she needs to explain herself. "It's just that I think we need to figure out if wecan actually do stuff without bad feelings before taking the emotional next step, you know what I mean?"
"Bad feelings?" I ask, still holding her hands. If I let go, I worry she will stand and start pacing.
She nods her head. "Like jealousy and insecurities."
Now I do sit up straight and abandon my peaceful idea of just listening to her talk. "V, have you been feeling jealous and insecure?"
Her shrug annoys me because I don't want her to lie to me, but she warms my heart by telling the truth. "Sometimes. It's odd reading your flirty text messages to them in the group chat. But I also worry about what you send separately. Because what if you decide you don't want or need me anymore? Nate and Ellis are very forward and available in this dynamic. I'm over here hesitating."
Son of a bitch. I should have been paying more attention. "Why haven't you said anything?"
"It's only been a week. I figure I'll get used to it at some point. But back to my idea?—"
"No," I growl and lift her onto my lap. "We aren't done talking about your feelings. Why didn't you tell me, V? We're partners. I'm here for you, yet I've been hurting you without knowing."
"Jamie." She sighs, sounding tired of me always trying to help and love her. "You're not hurting me. I'm just adjusting, and sometimes I need to think things through on my own. If I start saying everything I feel, you'd have no time or space to flirt with my exes."
"Jesus, don't say it like that." Cringing, I spank herass a little which makes her laugh. "I always want to know how you feel, my love."
Violet raises an eyebrow. "And sometimes I don't want to tell you how I feel because I don't know how to articulate it. I'm still an individual, Jamie. I love you, and that's why I'm talking to you about it now."
Damn it all to hell. I want to wrap her up so tight she will never think of being independent again. But that's fucked up, and I keep the thought to myself, which now makes me feel like a hypocrite.
"Alright, so your idea," I steer us back on track.
Violet smiles and wiggles on my lap. "I want us to try to see how we all feel. If there's a problem or bad feelings, I think it's best we find out now before we all go falling in love."
Falling in love...Am I capable of falling inlovewith Nate and Ellis? I like them and I'm attracted to them, so maybe she's right. I may not be in love with them yet, but I could be.
"No more broken hearts." Violet sounds pained, and I understand given their history.
