My hips grind down against the couch and as the first spurt of cum hits my tongue, I find my own release as well. It takes everything in me to not choke as Leo fills my mouth. His dick throbs and jerks which is hot as fuck. I swallow as best as I can, happy to find that I love the taste of him. It’s salty and bitter but entirelyLeo.
I pull off, resting my forehead against his hips, trying to catch my breath. Leo’s hand pets my hair and I sigh happily, feeling like all the bones in my body have melted into jello.
“Holy shit,” I say against his hip.
“Yeah,” he says back, making me chuckle warmly.
“That was the hottest thing I’ve ever done.”
I look up at Leo and he’s staring down at me, biting his bottom lip again. “Next time,” he says softly, just barely above a whisper. I wait, giving him time to find his bravery. I’m rewarded when he says, “next time, I’d like to be the one with your cock in my mouth.”
I barely let him finish before I’m pushing myself up to lay against him, stealing his mouth in a rough kiss. He moans and I know he must taste himself against my tongue.
“I’d like that. I’d like that a lot, Leo.”
“Okay,” he says softly, almost like he’s suddenly shy.
After exchanging a few more kisses, I leave Leo in order to clean myself in the bathroom and put a new pair of pants on. I find him grabbing his things, getting ready to leave my apartment. My chest aches, watching him leave. I want him here with me. I want him in my bed. I want him around all the time.
We might not have that right now, but I’m hopeful that we’ll get there eventually.
“Good night,” I tell him, quickly kissing his cheek.
“Good night, Jin. I’ll come visit you at work tomorrow, okay?”
Just like that, my disappointment is gone, replaced with unabashed excitement. “See you tomorrow.”
Chapter Eight
Leo
Heat licks up theback of my neck as I step into the mall. I adjust the messenger bag on my shoulder, wrapping one of my hands around the strap and holding on so tightly my knuckles turn white. Everything at the mall is overwhelming today; the scents, the noises, the people.
For some reason, I feel all over the place. My instincts are on high-alert, my body feeling foreign. Everything is too much but at the same time, I’m restless.
Last night, I slept in my nest for the first time and the only reason I left it today is because I promised Jin I would come see him. That restlessness fades the closer I get to the coffee stand. The moment I pick up his scent, the hollowed out feeling inside my chest goes away.
Gods, I am so gone on this guy it’s ridiculous.
I get in line, watching as Jin talks to customers and makes coffees. Watching him grin for someone that’s not me leaves me feeling wrong. I’m not a jealous person, but right now I want to hide Jin away. I want to cover him in my scent so everyone with a pheromone-based nose like me will know he belongs to me. I want to cover his skin in bites and hickies.
Jesus fucking Christ. What the hell is wrong with me?
I cover my face with my hands, doing my best to calm my racing heart. If I thought my instincts were fucked before, they’re going into overdrive now and I have no idea why. Sure, I have a crush on Jin, that part is obvious, but I’ve never felt like this before!
I’ve never been ruled by my secondary gender. Sure, there are things that pop up that are kind of annoying, and sometimes my instincts make me do silly things, but even so, they’ve been easy to ignore. I’ve never been compelled to do something that I didn’t feel like doing and they’ve been easy to push to the side if they made my life inconvenient.
This though? These feelings around Jin? They are getting harder and harder to ignore.
Finally, it’s my turn in line. Jin sees me and his face spreads into a giant grin, one that’s completely different than the ones he’s been giving to all the other customers. Something inside of me soothes and I feel all the muscles in my body relax all at once.
“Leo! It’s so good to see you! I wish it wasn’t so busy so that I could step away and talk to you.”
“That’s okay,” I say right away. I bite my bottom lip before letting my silly instincts take over. I reach towards him, pretending like I’m going to push some hair away from his face but instead, I run my wrist against the side of his neck. My face is bright red but I don’t care. I need him to smell like me. I need to scent mark him or I’ll leave the mall feeling wrong. “MaybeI’ll have a wander around the mall and then come back when it’s less busy.”
Jin’s face brightens, completely unphased by my scent marking. “I would love that!”
“You know,” someone says from behind me, startling me. I turn around, finding Fawksy behind me. She’s a tanuki who works with Bren. “Bren is over at the candy shop. I bet he’d love for you to stop and say hi to him.”
