“Absolutely not. I would never approve of anyone trying to say she was nothing but a loving member of the LGBTQ community who needed to play with the cards she’d been dealt when it came to funding this place.”
Theo glanced at me and nodded. “Okay. That’s good.”
“And whatever happens if Anderson comes here will be worth it. He’s going to be flirty, but he’s not a bad guy.” At Theo’s frown, I leaned closer and pushed him until he laid back. Then I climbed on top of him and peered at him from a very close distance. “Besides, there’s only one person I’m interested in, and I don’t see that changing anytime soon.” I pecked his lips, then pulled back enough to be able to whisper, “If ever,” against his mouth.
The fire flashing in Theo’s eyes felt gratifying as fuck, and he grabbed the back of my neck to pull me into a ravenous kiss.
From the first moment of that kiss, of him devouring me, I needed to get closer. Whining, I pulled away and got up while he tried to grab me to get me to come back. I walked backwards, stripping everything but my underwear off, and then bolted up the stairs toward the loft.
I heard him get off the couch and give chase, and I shrieked as I stumbled toward the bed.
Then, something in me clicked, and I grinned to myself as I settled on all fours on the edge of the bed, my feet hanging over the edge as I, well, presented myself to Theo.
The sound he made when he saw me there made me harder than I’d ever been in my life.
I heard his steps coming closer and felt his jeans against the backs of my thighs.
“Is this how you want me?” he rumbled as he grabbed two handfuls of my briefs-covered ass and squeezed.
I moaned. “Yes, please.”
I heard shuffling as he undressed, and then the sound of him retrieving lube from the bedside table. I turned to look as he reached for it and saw how his hands were shaking.
“Are you okay with this?” I asked quietly.
Theo stilled, then moved so I could see his sizeable erection that bobbed when he moved. “I’ve never been this hard for anyone in my life, Lake. I hardly ever feel like I want or need to have sex.”
He stepped back behind me and opened the lube, then stopped moving again.
“What is it?”
“I don’t have any condoms, I don’t—”
“If you’re not comfortable with going without, that’s okay, we’ll wait,” I promised. “But I have been tested every three months, because River is paranoid about that sort of thing.”
Theo rumbled out a chuckle. “I guess nurses see things.” He was silent for a few beats, then said, “I’ve never gone bare before, and I’ve been tested, too. Not that I have had unsafe sex or, you know, much sex at all.” Something about how he said the last bit made me think that if I’d turned to look at him, he would’ve been blushing.
“Then without is fine by me.”
“All right.” He placed the opened lube on the small of my back.
I playfully glared at him. “What am I, a table?”
Grinning, he used both hands to slide my briefs down and then grabbed my ass again, kneading a little. “I needed both hands for this.”
“Are you too old to pick the lube off the bed?”
The heavy thud of his palm against my butt made me hiss and then moan. Okay, so snark was not completely appreciated. Noted.
“I’ve never felt like this before,” he murmured as he grabbed the lube and then smeared some over my hole, making my entire body tremble at the cool lube contrasting with his gentle and firm touch. “H-how much prep do you…”
I let my head drop down as I smiled. “Not much. Not tonight.”
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
I chuckled. “I have some toys. I might’ve taken the edge off last night…”
Groaning in pure lust, Theo rubbed his cock against my ass, as if he was unable to control himself. “Okay, okay…”