Adrian moaned, his fingers thrusting deeper the moment Ben rubbed the spot below the head of his cock Ben knew drove him wild. They both grinned into the messy kiss that followed, then Adrian pulled his fingers out and pushed Ben to lie flat again.
“I won’t try anything too acrobatic, I don’t think either of us have the build for that,” Adrian said, smirking as he moved between Ben’s thighs.
Adrian got a condom from somewhere they’d lost it in the bedding and opened it, smoothing it on. Ben handed him the lube and watched as Adrian dribbled it onto his cock, directly from the bottle. It was such a porn star move, but Ben loved it anyway.
Adrian spread the slick on his cock and grabbed a pillow to stuff under Ben’s hips.
He didn’t ask if Ben was ready, of which Ben felt fucking grateful. Instead, he shuffled closer and told Ben to hold the back of his thighs if he could.
Ben might’ve been less-than-limber but this he could do, at least for a while. He spread himself, flushing at the thought of what he looked right then, and nodded.
The press of the head of his cock against Ben’s rim felt like excitement and anticipation at once. Adrian locked gazes with him and pushed in steadily. The first stretch didn’t feel that good, but the fullness, foreign as it was, didn’t let Ben’s erection wane.
He breathed through it all until Adrian was fully inside and could lean over to kiss him.
“Hey,” Adrian said into the space between their lips, looking at Ben from the close distance. “I love you.”
“I love you too,” Ben whispered, and moaned right after, as Adrian rocked his hips back, then carefully pushed in again.
Ben clung to him, one hand on his shoulder, the other resting on the back of his neck, holding Adrian close. It seemed like he needed it, and Adrian indulged him, keeping his thrusting shallow and slow for the time being.
It felt so fucking good.
Adrian’s delighted laugher let Ben know he’d said that out loud.
“Faster?”
“Yeah, please.” Ben kissed him, and tried not to feel adrift when Adrian pulled away a bit to get more leverage.
It was worth it, though. When Adrian smirked at him knowingly, shifted a little and thrust in harder, he hit Ben’s prostate dead on and Ben let out a sound he never had before.
Adrian continued to fuck him in earnest then, alternating the angle enough to not hit his sweet spot with every thrust.
“Grab your cock,” Adrian ground out, and Ben realized he’d closed his eyes and was holding onto the sheets when he had to let them go to touch himself.
The sheen of sweat on Adrian’s forehead and in the reddish fur on his chest just amped up Ben’s desire. Adrian looked so fucking hot, felt so amazing, that it only took Ben a few tight jerks of his cock to suddenly beright there.
“Oh, oh fuck,” he managed to grunt out, and then his whole body seized up as he came and came and came, until his own chest was sticky with sweat and cum.
He felt almost too sensitive when Adrian continued to fuck him for a moment. Ben stared at him, struggling to find his own release.
“You are so fucking hot, babe,” Ben said, and Adrian thrust in harder and stayed there, filling the condom as he all but collapsed against Ben’s chest.
Ben huffed at the weight, but wrapped his arms around his sweaty lover.
“That was awesome,” he murmured into Adrian’s ear and got a sated murmur as a response.
Eventually, after much petting and Adrian gathering his wits, he pulled out and disposed of the condom. Then he came back to the bed and held a hand to Ben.
“Shower with me?”
They ended up making out in the shower, washing away the stickiness and holding onto the pleasant loose-limbed feeling.
When Ben turned off the light, he turned it back on again, just to see it be as bright as usual. He almost felt bad turning it off for the night. He missed Gavin now, but understood the significance of having closure and moving on into wherever they’d all go after death.
Adrian held the blanket up for him to crawl in. They cuddled for a while, just enjoying the quiet and sleepiness that was crawling slowly over them.
“Do you think you could move in with me?” Adrian’s tone was hesitant as he hid his face in the near darkness of the room.
