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"She's been crying since I walked down."

"Happy tears?"

"The happiest." I leaned into him. "Thank you for this. For making it so perfect."

"It's not perfect," he said. "The burgers are burnt, Dr. Patel gave a toast that went on for fifteen minutes, and I'm pretty sure Beth's youngest just threw a pickle at her oldest."

"Okay, yes, but?—"

"But it's ours." He kissed my temple. "That's what makes it perfect."

Later, I found myself near the dessert table when I overheard Miles talking to one of his former colleagues from the city.

"I referred that succession case to a young attorney I've been mentoring," Miles was saying. "Will Steele. Brilliant mind. Reminds me of myself at that age, except he actually has emotional intelligence. Doesn't let his pride destroy everything good in his life."

The colleague chuckled. "Sounds like you've gone soft out here in the country."

"Not soft." Miles caught my eye across the crowd and smiled. "Just finally figured out what matters."

Beth sidled up to me, a glass of sparkling cider in hand. "My sister Emily called this morning. Sends her congratulations."

"That's sweet."

"She's still working for that tech guy in the city. Says he's intense, all business, but apparently melts like butter around his little daughter." Beth shrugged. "She thinks it's actually kind of sweet, underneath all the corporate intimidation."

"Sounds like a story there."

"Probably. But today's not about other people's stories." She clinked her glass against mine. "Today's about yours."

As the golden afternoon softened into early evening, my mother found me standing by the river's edge, watching the light play on the water.

"Charlotte." She took both my hands in hers, her eyes searching mine. "I need to tell you something."

"Mom, if this is going to make me cry again?—"

"It probably will." She smiled through her own tears. "This is different, sweetheart. You're different with him. I watched you with Drew, and you were always trying so hard, trying to be what he needed. Trying to earn something that should have been freely given."

"Mom—"

"Allow me to finish." She squeezed my hands. "With Miles, you're not trying. You're just being. You kept your apartment. You kept your job, your friends, your Thursday nights with Beth. You didn't disappear into this relationship." Her voice caught. "This is what love actually looks like, Charlotte. Not sacrificing yourself. Not making yourself small. But choosing each other as whole people."

I pulled her into a tight hug, breathing in the familiar scent of her perfume, feeling the weight of everything she'd given me—every sacrifice, every lesson, every example of strength.

"I know, Mom," I whispered. "I finally know."

The last guests drifted away with hugs and well-wishes, leaving Miles and me alone beneath our tree as twilight deepened. The wildflowers glowed faintly in the fading light, and the river kept its eternal, murmuring song.

"Well," Miles said, pulling me close. "We did it."

"We did."

"Any regrets?"

I pretended to think about it. "The burgers were pretty bad."

"Noted. Better caterer next time."

"Next time?"