Liam said nothing, wiping his bloody mouth with one sleeve. But his father’s brutal words were a blow he could not help but feel. Still, he said, “Leave the yellow-haired wench alone. The dark one is willing—she has been servicing our men all night.”
“Weak!” Shane spit. “I take what I want, when I want it, and I am the O’Neill!”
Suddenly another huge fist swung out and Liam’s head exploded with pain. When he opened his eyes, he was on the floor, and bright lights danced sharply before him. The sounds of the tavern washed over him, drunken laughter and song, raucous conversation. Slowly he sat up, then levered himself to his feet. His father was dicing, the dark-haired whore hanging on to him. Despite the painful throbbing of his head, Liam smiled grimly. The little serving maid had fled. It was a small victory, but it was a victory nonetheless.
I
THEPAWN
1
Normandie, January 1571
She had been forgotten.
Katherine knew that there was no other possible explanation for her having languished for almost six long years in the Abbé Saint Pierre-Eglise. Beneath her knees, the stone floor of the chapel was hard and as cold as ice. She murmured the prayers which she knew by heart but thought instead of the fact that none of the letters she had sent home to her father in Munster had been answered, not one. Finally, in despair, last summer she had sent a missive to her stepmother, Eleanor. That, too, had failed to elicit a response.
Katherine choked on both fear and despair. It was prime, the beginning of a new day, and although she prayed with the other sisters of the convent, today was the day that her lifemustbegin anew. Today was the day that she must gather up all of her courage—today she would confront the abbess about her situation.
She had no choice. She was eighteen, and growing older with every passing moment. Another year had concluded, and in a few more months Katherine would be nineteen. She could not grow old in this secluded convent. She couldnot! She wanted to live. She wanted a husband, a home of her own, children. She was of the age when by now, she should have already had one or two or even threesturdy babes tumbling about her skirts. Oh, God. How had they forgotten her very existence?
Six years ago she had been too numb with grief to care when Eleanor suggested, no, insisted, that she enter a convent. Her family had been in disarray after suffering tremendous losses in the Battle of Affane back home in southern Ireland. Three hundred of her father’s most loyal troops had been massacred by the forces of Tom Butler, the earl of Ormond, on the banks of the Blackwater River, and her father, the earl of Desmond himself, had been wounded and captured by Butler. But Katherine suffered more than just the defeat of her kinsmen and the capture of her father. For she had lost her betrothed that day.
Hugh Barry had been fatally wounded in the ghastly fray. Katherine had been betrothed to Hugh from the cradle. The Barrys were kinsmen, and she and Hugh had grown up together, Hugh being but a year older than she. He had been her childhood friend, her childhood sweetheart; he had bestowed her very first kiss on her. His death had destroyed her dreams, and with them, it seemed, her future.
Numb with grief, Katherine had obeyed her stepmother, glad to have a reprieve in a faraway convent before another marriage could be arranged. Losing Hugh had been especially difficult for Katherine to bear because the year before Affane, her own dear mother had died. The earl of Desmond had been Joan FitzGerald’s third husband, and Katherine was their first and only child. Mother and daughter had been close. Katherine had yet to cease missing her.
But she had thought that a new marriage would be swiftly arranged, that she would spend but a year or two in the nunnery, and that she could be wed on her fifteenth birthday as planned. Yet Eleanor had only written to her once, later that first year, explaining that she was with the earl, who was imprisoned in the Tower and awaiting the queen’s pardon. She had received no other word from her father or her stepmother in five and a half endless years.
And the truth of the matter was that Katherine was afraid.
The prayers were finished. Katherine crossed herself, murmured “Amen,” and rose. She hung back, allowing the other ladies to file out ahead of her. They were all noblewomen like herself. Some were widowed, others were too poor to make marriages, or were one daughter too many for the family to bear. Silk and brocade gowns rustled as the ladies left the chapel. Outside it was frigidly cold, and Katherine gripped her worn, fur-lined mantle more closely to herself. She paused in the courtyard as the noblewomen entered the dining hall, where fresh breads and warm cakes, meats and cheese, and ale and wine were being served.
“Will you do it?”
Katherine turned, shivering, more from her nervousness about what she had to do than from the cold. She faced her dear friend and only confidante, Juliet, who would leave the convent in February, in spite of the winter weather, for her guardian had ordered her home to Cornwall. “Yes.”
Juliet, startlingly fair of skin but dark-haired with a full, rosebud mouth, looked Katherine directly in the eye. “Surely the abbess will give you permission to leave now. How can she refuse you yet another time?”
Katherine’s heart pounded harder. Immediately she took Juliet’s hand. “I am afraid she will refuse my plea again,” she admitted. Katherine had already petitioned the abbess twice before for permission to go home. The abbess had refused, explaining that not only did Katherine not have her father’s permission, she had no escort, either.
Juliet smiled. “It would be wonderous to travel together. Oh, how I hope the abbess listens to your plea and judges fairly!”
Katherine flinched. She was very desperate, but she was not hopeful. Although the abbess was kind and well intentioned, and generally of a soft nature, she was a firm administrator, as she must be to oversee a nunnery filled with ladies entrusted to her care by rich and powerful families. But Katherine’s will had never been stronger.She must convince the abbess that she should return home now, even without her father’s permission. She had prepared her arguments. It was 1571. A new year. A time for new beginnings.
The two girls crossed the courtyard, Katherine too preoccupied to speak or even notice the bitter winter chill, while Juliet chatted about how happy she was finally to be going home to Thurlstone. The dining hall rang with laughter and good cheer as the ladies enjoyed their first meal of the day. The gems in their rings glinted as they gestured to one another. Servants, many of whom had come with the noblewomen to the nunnery from their homes, waited upon them so that they did not have to rise for any reason. Lady Montaignier, the countess of Sur-Rigaud, had four small dogs panting with expectation at her feet. Ruby brooches in the form of small ribbons adorned their curly-haired heads. Indeed, all of the ladies were so well dressed and so thoroughly bejeweled, so catered to, so pampered, that had a visitor not known he was at an abbey, he would have thought himself to be in some great noblewoman’s hall.
Katherine herself was one of the few exceptions. Her gowns were old and extensively mended. She had had nothing new since her fifteenth birthday—the year the funds she had arrived with had run out.
Fear slid over Katherine again. The abbess had been paid handsomely upon her arrival six years ago and had expected more funds to be forthcoming, as needed for Katherine’s upkeep. When Katherine’s pension was gone, the abbess had written to Katherine’s father, but her subtle request for monies had been ignored. The earl had not bothered to respond to the abbess’s letter. Other, more direct requests had gone unanswered. Fortunately the abbess had generously allowed Katherine to remain at the convent despite the fact that she had no pension.
Katherine’s stomach churned. Whenever she thought about the earl’s failure to communicate with the abbess over the matter of her support, she grew terribly dismayed.
Knowing her father, Katherine assumed that he must be at war with the Butlers again. It would be unlike Geraldto let the massacre of Affane go unavenged. He was too busy to think about his only daughter. Perhaps Eleanor was responsible for their ignoring her. She was but a few years older than Katherine, quite beautiful, and Gerald adored her. And she did not like Katherine.
Katherine’s apprehension grew. She knew her father would not be pleased to see her when she arrived at Askeaton Castle, unbidden and unexpected. Perhaps he’d even be angry if Eleanor had indeed whispered against her in his ear. However, Katherine was willing to risk his wrath for the sake of realizing her dreams. But first she must persuade the abbess to allow her to leave the nunnery without her father’s permission. It was a monumental task.
After the meal was done, Katherine and Juliet exchanged conspiratorial glances and separated. Katherine hurried not to the dorter where she slept, but to the antechamber where the abbess worked. Her anxiety increased. So much was at stake in the interview she would soon face. Katherine could not lose.
