He crawls up the end of the bed, his nostrils flaring as he eyeballs my pussy like a lion lining up its next meal. “You’re exquisite, Sydney,” he says, helping to settle my anxiety. “My every desire come to life.” He lies flat on the bed in between my thighs and parts my folds with his thumbs.
“What are you doing?” I ask over a nervous laugh.
“Gazing on perfection,” he purrs before shooting me a devilish grin. “I’m also committing this to memory for the spank bank.” He presses a kiss to the top of my inner thigh, and my legs quiver. “We don’t have the luxury of taking sexy pics like most people. I won’t ever trust that someone couldn’t get their hands on them. As much as I’d love to film us fucking and take pics of every inch of your body, I would never risk it.” He moves up over me, softly brushing his fingers against my lips. “After what was done to you, I would never ask it of you.”
“I trust you.” I palm his cheek. “I have never let anyone take pics or videos of me, but I’d trust you to do it.” It’s the truth. I know Jared said we have to learn to trust one another, and we do, in a way. But in another way, that trust is already ingrained in me from years of loving the boy who is now this man. It’s more a case of remembering how to trust one another. It doesn’t need to be earned because Jared has done nothing to lose that trust.
“I love you so very much, Sydney. I wish I had the words to properly convey how my heart feels when I’m with you. When I look at you.” He leans down and kisses me. “When I kiss you.” His hands sweep lower over my body. “When I touch you.”
“We don’t need words, J. I see it in your eyes every time I look at you.” I drop a kiss on his lips.
“Then let me show you with my body.”
ChapterThirty-Four
Jared
“Do I need a condom?” I ask as I settle in between her legs. We’ve spent ages tangled in the sheets, exploring one another with our mouths, tongues, and fingers, and her fantasy became a reality when she toyed with my nipple piercings and played with my ampallang piercing. I could have gone for the Prince Albert, like Linc, but the ampallang enhances sex by stimulating nerve endings in the vagina, clit, and anus, ensuring it’s a better sexual experience for my partner.
I like pleasuring my woman, and Sydney won’t ever leave my bed unless she’s fully satisfied and struggling to walk with the insistent throbbing between her legs.
My thoughts smolder as I stare at the sexy woman writhing underneath me on my bed. The time for foreplay is over. If I don’t get inside her stat, I’m going to explode.
She shakes her head. “I’m clean, and I have an IUD.”
Not for long if I have anything to say about it.
“I’m clean too.” I lower my body against hers as I kiss her.
I can’t stop kissing her.
I can’t get enough of her.
I meant what I said earlier. I need this to quell the raging storm brewing inside me after last night’s revelations and the gut-wrenching pain that flays me on the inside every time I think of Sydney pregnant with my baby and it being ripped from her body by monsters. I force thoughts of those men aside because they have no place in this moment.
“The only woman I have ever gone bareback with is you.” I want her to understand she has always been on a different level for me.
“I’ve never gone bareback with anyone but you.”
The beast inside me loves that. “I’m giving you that orgasm now, and then I’m making love to my woman.” I’ve been edging her a little, wanting her first orgasm to be earth-shattering. I situate myself between her legs and dive in, lavishing her with my tongue and my fingers.
“Oh fuck, J, that feels so good.” Sydney whimpers as I curl three fingers in her pussy and hit that magical spot.
“Ride my fingers and my face, baby,” I say as I suck and lick her swollen clit.
Her thighs grip my head as her legs dangle over my shoulders while I eat her out. Her pussy is like manna from the heavens, and I’m addicted to the taste and the smell of her. She’s perfect in every fucking way. I thrust my fingers in and out of her at a more urgent pace when I feel her pussy clamping around them.
“Don’t stop, J,” she pants, fearful I’m going to pull back and deny her again.
But I’m done denying both of us.
I drive my fingers in and out in a punishing rhythm, working her clit until I feel she’s close, and then I graze my teeth over her swollen bud, and she virtually skyrockets off the bed, screaming my name repeatedly. It’s music to my ears, and I’m dry humping the bed as I milk every last drop of her climax, more turned on than I’ve ever been.
“Ready to have your world rocked?” I say as I straighten and line my cock up at her entrance. It’s cheesy as fuck, but I don’t give a shit.
“Always.” Syd wears her heart in her eyes as I push into her, keeping my gaze glued to hers as we finally become one again.
It takes effort to ease inside her slowly, but I want our first time to be slow and sensual. Then I’m going to spend the rest of the day fucking her brains out.
