I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist, almost coming on the spot when I feel his hard length pushing against my pussy through our underwear. “I love you too. Please fuck me, Jared. I can’t wait any longer.”
His responding kiss almost steals all the air from my lungs. He fucks my mouth with his lips and his tongue in a frenzy of pent-up longing I’m feeling too. “Need to make sure you’re ready, babe,” he says, grinning as he slides his body down the length of mine. Hooking his thumbs in the side of my panties, he pulls them down my legs and throws them away. Resting in between the apex of my thighs, he lifts my legs onto his shoulders and dives in. A scream tears from my mouth with the first swipe of his tongue on my folds. My heels dig into his back as my pelvis lifts, and I all but shove my pussy in his face.
I love when Jared goes down on me like this. The only good thing about us not having sex before now is we’re both pretty much experts at oral. I’m dying to taste him, but I’m dying to have his cock inside me more, so I let him run the show, happy to lie back floating in ecstasy.
Jared devours my pussy with his fingers and his tongue, and it doesn’t take long to fall off the ledge. My orgasm shoots through me like fireworks, and I buck and writhe on the bed underneath him while moaning and whispering his name.
“I need you,” Jared rasps, putting my legs down on the bed and pushing my thighs wider.
Brushing tangled strands of hair out of my eyes, I peer up at him with so much love and adoration it feels like my heart might burst from my chest. Jared’s eyes are smoldering. Almost pitch-black with lust as he lines up his straining cock to my entrance.
“Fuck me now. I’m ready.”
ChapterFive
Sydney
With the crown of his dick notched at my pussy, he leans down and kisses me sweetly. “Tell me if it hurts and I’ll stop.” Excitement mixes with concern in his eyes, and I tenderly cup his face.
“I love you, and I trust you.” I already know it’s going to hurt. Cayenne gave me a full blow-by-blow account of her first time so I know what to expect.
“You’re my everything, Sydney,” Jared says as he thrusts inside me.
Pain rips through my core as he plunges through my innocence, and I wince.
Jared stops. Concern is etched upon his face as he holds himself still inside me. “Do you want to stop?”
I shake my head. “No, baby. Keep going.” My pussy walls hug his throbbing cock, and we both whimper. “I love the feel of you inside me.” It’s true. I might be in pain, but I’m awestruck at the feeling of fullness knowing I’m connected to my boyfriend in the most intimate way.
Jared moves slowly, and I can tell it takes effort to be gentle. The vein in his neck throbs, and his jaw is pulled tight as he slowly pumps in and out of me.
Gradually, the pain eases, and I loosen up, wrapping my legs firmly around his waist and yanking him down on top of me. I kiss him passionately while arching my hips and urging him to move. “Go faster,” I rasp in his ear. “Harder. Faster.”
“I’m not going to last long, babe.”
“I don’t care. Just keep going.”
Jared pumps another few times, and then he cries out as I feel his hot seed fill me up. Tears stab my eyes. A mix of happy and sad. Wrapping my arms around him, I hold him close as he collapses on his side.
“Syd.” His voice sounds choked as he sweeps hair back off my face. “Are you okay?”
I beam at him as I snuggle in closer. “I’m perfect.” Not exactly true. A raw ache throbs in my core, but I don’t care. I have never felt closer to another living being, and I wish I could stay in this bed with Jared nestled around me and in me forever. The thought is a wake-up call. I pinch his nipple and grab hold of his ass cheeks. “How long will you need to go again?”
His lips curve at the corners as I feel him thickening inside me. “I’m ready whenever you are, babe.” Jared flips me over onto my stomach, gently placing a pillow under my head as he lifts my legs and spreads my thighs. Positioning himself at my pussy, he eases inside me slowly this time, from behind, and a contented sigh leaks from my lips. I know I’m going to struggle to walk tomorrow, but I don’t care.
If this is all the time we have left, I’m going to make the most of it.
* * *
After we’re finished, we take a shower together, washing one another as the clock ticks down. We dress in tense silence, the magnitude of our imminent separation weighing heavy on both of us. Jared holds my hand firmly in his as we make our way back downstairs.
Jade appears in the music room a few minutes later. A sob swims up my throat, bouncing off the silent walls.
Sympathy splays across my teacher’s face. “I’ll give you a few minutes to say your goodbyes,” she says before slipping back out to the hallway.
“We should run away,” I blurt, clutching his shirt and holding on to him. “Let’s just pack our bags and sneak out tonight.”
“And go where, baby?” Jared tips my chin up with one finger. “There is no place we can run where your father won’t find us. He’s got some of the best IT brains working for him. We’d be no match for them. And even if we could outrun them, we don’t have enough money to last long.”
