Page 33 of Surrendering Desire


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This wasn’t the first time our plans had been cut short, and I was starting to wonder why that was. I wasn’t a huge believer in the universe intervening, but it sure as hell felt that way sometimes.

But I wasn’t going to think about that now. Today, I was going to give Danny the day he’d been somewhat patiently waiting for.

I twisted Danny’s nipple between my fingers as I slid down his body. His back arched into the pain. When I looked up at him, his eyes were wide and unfocused, and he was biting down on his lip hard enough the skin was blanching. I pressed a thumb against his chin, increasing the pressure until he finally released his lip. “I’m the only one who gets to hurt you. And don’t even think about holding back your sounds.”

The walls in this building were paper thin. If any of his neighbors were home, they would definitely know what was going on in here, but I didn’t care. If anything, that made the scene even hotter.

I kneeled between his legs, glaring down at him. When he reached out to me, I pinned his arms at his sides. “Keep them there. You were the one who wanted to show off your cock and hole to a stranger. You decided to let someone else get off while looking at your body before sending you home. Now, you’re going to take everything I give you and you’re going to be loud. I want everyone on this block to know who you belong to, and thatno onecan fuck you as good as I can. Is that understood?”

“Yes, Sir,” he panted.

“Tell me who this belongs to,” I demanded, curling my hand around his shaft. His hips bucked off the bed, chasing my touch as I lightly stroked him. A bead of precum gathered in his slit. I captured it with my thumb, licking my lips. My mouth watered and my body itched with the need to take him into my mouth. As much as I wanted to taste him, I pressed my thumb to his lips, makinghimclean his arousal from my skin. “You taste that? I’m the one who gives you pleasure. Your cock belongs to me, no one else.”

“I really am sorry, Sir. I won’t let anyone but you touch me anymore,” he promised. His eyes were glassy, as if he was on the verge of tears.

I couldn’t help but blanket him with my body and hold him in my arms. “Oh baby, I know. You’re usually such a good boy for me. I think that’s why this behavior caught me off guard. But don’t worry, I’m going to make sure you never have a reason to seek out anyone but me to help you when you’re needy.”

“Thank you, Sir.” Danny buried his face in the crook of my neck. His body shook. I smoothed his hair back, pressing soft kisses to his forehead.

It wouldn’t be a hardship to get lost in comforting him for the entire afternoon, but my boy wasn’t the only one who was aching to have penetrative sex again. It had taken more self-control than I possessed to keep from burying myself deep in his ass this morning. Not only would that have broken the limits of the scene, since no one except his Sir was allowed to fuck him, but I didn’t want this to be something we did when we were in the club. Even though it was rare for me to mix sex and kink at the club, doing so with him felt wrong on every level.

Continuing the scene once we left the club hadn’t been planned, either, but I couldn’t seem to help myself when I was with Danny. I wanted to see how he’d react, because I enjoyed role playing whether at the club or not. And my boy didn’t disappoint. He slipped easily into his role, allowing me to chastise him for letting “the doctor” come inside of him and touch him, to the point he’d been genuinely upset.

The problem was, I wasn’t sure he was acting. Later, we’d have to sit down and talk about what I’d done, and I owed him an apology. Even if both of us were into what had happened, it hadn’t been negotiated ahead of time, and I needed to acknowledge my own mistakes or risk his trust. The latter wasn’t an option for me.

“Sir?” Danny ran a finger down the length of my arm.

Fuck. I was screwing this up. Well, at least I was proving to him that I was just as human as everyone else and that I made mistakes, too. I cupped the side of his face, kissing him once more. “I’m sorry, boy. I got lost in thought.”

“It’s okay,” he reassured me. “You always forgive me when I do that, so I suppose it’s okay for you to do, too.”

I couldn’t help but chuckle as I sat up. “Such a generous boy you are. Now, hold your legs back for me so I can see the pretty plug you let that doctor send you home with.”

Danny sucked his bottom lip between his teeth and his skin flushed a beautiful shade of pink. And yet, he didn’t hesitate to put himself on display for me.

The plug looked just as amazing stretching his ass as I’d thought it would when I saw it on one of my favorite kink sites. There was meaning behind the deep red rose carefully inlaid in the hand-crafted toy; maybe someday I’d tell him about one ofmydarkest fantasies, the one I’d never experienced because of the level of trust it required from both parties.

“You like this, don’t you?” I tapped the base of the plug, bending down to get a closer look. “Have you ever told anyone but me how turned on you get by being exposed this way?”

“No, Sir.” I figured that was the case, but I loved being the only person he trusted to this level. He hissed when I curled my fingers around the intricate rose base. His body bowed when I gave it a gentle tug. His head thrashed from side to side. “Please, Sir!”

“What do you need from me?” I continued fucking him slowly with the plug, pulling until the widest part of the flare stretched his hole and then releasing it. Lube and cum seeped out, slicking the way. “You’re such a mess already, and it’s only going to get worse. Now that I know about your little fantasy of being a cum receptacle for me, we’re going to see how many loads you can take.”

“Oh fuck!” he cried out as I twisted and tilted the plug so it hit his prostate just right as I pulled it out. He moaned when I replaced the plug with three fingers.

There was no need for me to take my time when he was already gaping, ready for my cock to slide home. “Do you think you can wring me dry? Take every bit of cum in my body and hold it in yours? By the time I’m through with you, I want to feel like I won’t be able to get it up for a week. Are you up for that?”

I shoved a hand beneath Danny’s back, holding him as I lined the head of my dick at his entrance. “I-I want to try.” He clenched his eyes shut as I started tugging on his cock in the same rhythm I drilled his ass with my fingers.

I let go of his shaft and swatted his hip. “Eyes on me, boy. I want you to remember who you’re with right now. I want you to memorize the feel of my body bringing you pleasure.”

“As if I could forget,” he whispered on a sigh. His eyes softened as his shoulders relaxed into the mattress. “No one’s ever made me feel the way you do.”

“That’s what I like to hear.” I took one of Danny’s hands and curled it around his cock. “Hold this for me, but donotplay with yourself.”

He gave me a quick nod, and I scooted my way to the end of the bed. I need to be naked and inside of him. Now. His hand twitched as he watched me undress, and I quirked an eyebrow, silently warning him against disobeying me. When I pushed my slacks and briefs over my hips, Danny licked his lips.

“You like this, don’t you?” I asked as I gave myself a couple of quick tugs. My balls were already drawn up against my body, ready to spill into Danny’s hole. I squeezed the base, offering up a silent prayer that I wasn’t about to be a one-pump wonder. “If you’re a good boy for me, maybe I’ll let you suck me off so you can swallowoneof today’s loads.”