“No, sir. Just feels really good. I forgot.” I buried my face in Daniel’s neck, focusing on both of them gently massaging my upper body while I tried backing myself away from the precipice.
“No worries,” he reassured me. “I honestly thought you would fight us more on this.”
He didn't need to explain whatthiswas. If anyone had ever suggested I'd enjoy the idea of bending over while someone fucked me, I would have threatened to kick the shit out of them. Now, I wanted to spend as much time as possible with one of them buried inside of me. They brought out this needy side of my personality that wanted nothing more than to feel completely taken care of.
Daniel sat back on his heels, slowly stroking himself while Colin stretched me. I licked my lips as I watched the bright read head of his cock disappear into his fist. A little voice in the back of my mind warned me I should be nervous about taking his girth, but I wasn’t. They’d already proved to me that it would feel good, even if there was initial discomfort. “I'm ready, I insisted after a few more minutes. Please, don’t make me wait any longer.”
I tensed, waiting for Colin to scold me again. I whined when he pulled the plug out of my ass. Daniel rose, leaving me feeling completely adrift.
“I'll be right back,” he reassured me.
“Hurry,” I ground out. He tugged my mattress off the bed frame, lowering it to the ground.
“Didn't figure there was any way to convince you to get on the bed,” he explained when I cocked my head to the side, trying to figure out what in the hell he was doing.
Colin pulled me onto his lap while Daniel finished rearranging furniture. “How are you holding up?” He pressed a kiss to the hollow of my neck just below my ear.
I reached around, wrapping my arm around his waist. “Good. More relaxed than I thought I'd be,” I admitted.
“That's not a bad thing,” he reassured me. His hand drifted lower, one finger dipping into the crease of my ass. I squirmed, turning so my ass was on display for Daniel, giving him a glimpse of where I wanted him to be. He grunted, biting his bottom lip. My dick grew harder, loving that I had that effect on him.
“Never said it was.” I closed my eyes and rested my head against Colin's shoulder. If I kept talking, I was bound to say something to fuck this up. I'd much rather enjoy a quick break. Maybe that way I wouldn't blow as soon as Daniel started fucking me.
I startled when I felt someone grab my hand. I bristled when Daniel pulled me off Colin's lap, leading me to the mattress he had arranged on the floor. It felt too tender. The part of my mind that still believed vulnerability was a weakness, screamed at me to retreat. But the part of me that was tired of running, urged me to relax.
I watched Daniel lowering me to the mattress, feeling like it was a scene from a movie, not happening in real life. My breath caught with the tenderness he showed me. Never before had anyone made me feel like the center of their world. Except, maybe Daniel had, and I simply been too self-absorbed to notice. He cradled the back of my head as I laid down. I inhaled the scent of sweat and arousal as Daniel draped his body over mine.
I smiled up at him. “Hi.”
God, that was pathetic, but he’d rendered me stupid. I had all these emotions threatening to burst from me, and as he looked down at me, I could only hope I didn’t break down and cry. When he stared at me that way, I feltseenfor the first time in my life.
He chuckled, tucking a stray hair behind my ear.
“Hey yourself.” He bent down, kissing the tip of my nose. That, possibly more than anything else we’d done recently, thawed the last icy remnants of my heart. “You ready for this?”
“I’ve wanted you for so long, but I couldn’t imagine you’d feel the same,” I admitted. “Thank you for not giving up on me.”
“That's one thing I can promise you I'll never do.” I believed him. Without even realizing what was going on, sometime over the past three years, Daniel had become my safe place. And now that space had grown to the man who had nothing to lose. No matter what happened, I would never forget that it was Colin who forced me to be honest with myself and brought the three of us together. I reached out, wanting him close to me—with us—as Daniel finished getting me ready.
Colin lay down beside me, propping his head in his hand. I squirmed as he took in the sight of me spread out, cock laying hard against my stomach, leaking as Daniel teased me. He leaned in, capturing my lips in a tender kiss. “You're amazing, you know that?”
I shook my head, clenching my eyes shut. He kept telling me how strong I was, how incredible it was that I had overcome everything I had been raised to believe, but I still didn't feel it. I wasn't sure when I would ever completely forgive myself for the way I’d treated men who’d never been anything but kind to me.
“Don't think about that now.” Colin smoothed the creases in my forehead with his thumb. “The past has no place in this room with us today. Learning from your mistakes is part of life.”
I swallowed around the lump in my throat. “I know.”
Colin gripped my chin tightly, forcing me to look at him. “No, I'm not sure you do. But you will. I'll tell you every day if I have to, until you no longer have that haunted look in your eyes.”
“Please,” I begged. I wasn't sure what I was asking for. Maybe it was a way to believe his words. The security of knowing I'd never be alone again.
“Are the two of you done up there?” Daniel teased. Colin glared at him and I squeezed his forearm, hoping he understood that, while I was grateful for him trying to make sure I was okay with everything that was happening, I didn't want Daniel holding back. My entire body tensed when I felt two slick fingers against my entrance. “Please, Daniel. I don't need any more prep. I just need you.”
“Sucks to be you then,” he quipped. “I want to play around a bit first. Not going to last long once I get inside of you. Been thinking about how that ass would squeeze me for too damn long.”
“You can't say shit like that,” I scolded him. I already felt my nuts drawing tight against my body. Between his words and the way he wiggled his fingers inside of me, I was already on the verge of coming all over myself.
He ignored me, pressing his fingers inside, scissoring them to stretch me. He shoved in again and began fucking me, every stroke grazing against the overly sensitive bundle of nerves inside. I dug my fingernails into Colin’s forearm, pleading for mercy with my eyes.
