Zach reached out, clutching Daniel's hand tightly. “Why don't you hate me?”
“I could never hate you.” Daniel let out a somber huff of laughter. “You’re the most important person in my life. You have been since the day I met you. I was so damn scared you’d walk away if you knew how I really felt.”
“Never walking away from you,” Zach promised. I left the two of them on their own for a moment while I finished getting everything set up. The only thing I knew for sure as I moved through the room was there was no point in making plans when it came to these two men. No matter how much I thought I was in control, things between the three of us needed to happen naturally.
And strangely, the thought of going in without a plan didn't terrify me for a change.
10
Daniel
I held Zach tightly,pretending I didn't feel his tears as I brushed my fingers over his face.
“It's okay now,” I reassured him, keeping my voice whisper quiet. In the three years Zach and I had lived together, I had never seen him so shattered and vulnerable. It was a gift, even if he would view it as a weakness. “What do you say we go take care of Colin now,” I suggested.
Zach nodded, reaching up to intertwine his fingers with mine.
“I don't know what I'm doing,” Zach admitted as we watched Colin change into something more comfortable. If he knew we were there, he didn't let on.
“Sexy, isn't he?” I whispered. Zach nodded, licking his lips. “What do you want to do with him?”
Zach didn’t realize I knew how much porn he’d been watching recently. I hadn’t mentioned to him that I could hear the men moaning, begging for the other guy to fuck them harder, make them hurt. His exploration had been something he hadn’t meant for me to know about and, at the time, I thought that was all it was: curiosity because he lived with so many gay guys. Now, I wasn’t so sure.
“Can I suck him?” He asked so sweetly, there was no way I could have denied him if I’d wanted to.
“You can do whatever you want,” I promised him. Now that I knew Colin wasn't going to ignore his own needs, I was looking forward to seeing him come unwound. Equal footing, that was what we needed to have any chance of making this work. “Have you ever tasted your own cum, sweetheart?”
He averted his gaze and sucked on his bottom lip. His nod was so subtle, I would have missed it if I hadn’t been watching him.
“I never realized you were such a dirty boy,” I mused, reaching down to adjust my dick. Unlike him, I was wearing shorts. If Colin had wanted me in only a towel, he should have said something. I curled my fingers around Zach’s dick, stroking a few times until I felt a few drops of precum land on the side of my finger. I lifted my hand to his mouth. “Show me. Taste yourself on my skin.”
Zach grabbed my wrist, drawing my hand closer to his mouth. He hesitated, glancing up at me with uncertain eyes. I nodded, and Zach stuck out his tongue. He hummed as he licked my finger clean, and I moaned when he wrapped his lips around it, sucking my finger like I hoped he sucked dick. I stared at him, my breathing ragged, trying to remember why I had to stop myself from shoving him to his knees.
Colin. The man who was standing so still, I knew he’d been listening to our conversation. I called to him, rolling my eyes when he spun around pretending to be surprised. A blush trickled down his neck to his shoulders when he noticed both of us checking him out, Zach still sucking on my index finger.
“It seemed only fair to let him watch you change,” I told him. “You've not only seen him, but you’ve had your hands on his gorgeous ass.”
“I guess I can't argue with that,” he quickly agreed. I held out my hand to him.
“Zach wants to taste you,” I told him.
“I think Zach should wait,” Colin responded. “There are things I wanted to try first. And we said—”
“No, I think you’re stalling,” I scolded him. “He took his punishment so well, he’s earned this reward.”
I knew what Colin had been about to say, but Zach was already blissed out. He wasn’t in the right frame of mind for a serious conversation, which meant the idea of us fooling around without everyone present would have to wait.
He reached for something on the top of his dresser, coming back with a silicone cock ring. “We've toying with him a lot today, I think he needs this to make sure he doesn’t come before we’re ready.”
Oh, I definitely liked where this was going.
“You're seriously going to make me wait even longer?” I popped Zach on the hip.
“That hurt, fucker,” he barked out. I glared at him, digging my fingers into his abused flesh. “Shit. Are you trying to make it hurt so bad I go soft?”
“Nope.” I made sure to pop thepfor effect. “But you need to remember your manners. You're not in charge here. You wanted this, remember.”
“So, what, the two of you plan on taking me?”
