“This is a necessity, I think.” Theron swung his legs over the edge of the bed. “If my boy gets that messy when he’s turned on, I think we’re going to need some training pants. That way, I can tease you without having to worry about you soaking through your big boy undies.”
Oh. Well, that was different. I still felt weird about it, but I’d always wanted to try the thicker, padded underwear. And as a bonus, they made them in even brighter, funner prints than the ones he’d already picked out.
Besides, who was I to disagree? Daddy knew best, after all. I reached down, pressing my palm against my junk, arching my hips up to get some friction. Theron batted my hand away. “Nope. Good boys definitely do not play with their treasures when they haven’t been given permission. Do you want Daddy to play with it later?”
“My treasures?”
“Daddy can’t have you calling it your junk, now can he?” I went perfectly still when he stepped between my feet, which were dangling over the side of the bed. He placed a hand to my groin. My entire body came to life with not only arousal but emotions. I felt the tears welling in my eyes but couldn’t stop them. Daddy reached out with his other hand, drying my cheeks. “Sweetheart, tell me what’s going on in that head of yours. Please?”
“I’ve never… No one’s… I…” He’d rendered me incapable of putting together a single thought. No one had ever made me feel like this. I hoped, to whatever higher powers might be at work, that I wouldn’t wake up to find this was all some cruel dream.
“Shhh, I think I get it.” I closed my eyes and let the gentle cadence of Daddy’s worth soothe me. “I’m going to show you just how special you are, sweetheart. Every single bit of you is a treasure, and I’m going to keep saying it until you believe it.”
I stared up at the ceiling while Theron stepped out of the room, lifting my head when I heard plastic crinkling. “What’s that?”
“Messy boys need to get cleaned up,” he explained. Somehow, I’d blocked out the fact he was going to strip me out of my clothes and take care of me before putting me in fresh undies. I moved my hands over my junk, clenching my butt as I chewed on my lip. This was really happening.
“Don’t hide from me, baby,” Theron urged me. He set down the packet of wipes and pried my hands away from my groin. “You said you wanted this, remember?” Do you still or would you rather we wait?”
“No waiting,” I insisted. I wanted to demand that he stop giving me chances to back out, but that probably wasn’t something a good boy should do. And I wanted to bethe bestboy he’d ever had. I let my hands drop to my sides and clenched my eyes shut. I couldn’t look at him while he pulled down my pants.
“Look at me, Sammy,” Theron urged me. So much for that idea. I opened my eyes and the gentle way he looked at me felt like a punch to the gut. I felt bad for doubting him. “It’s going to be fine. I already know, and I’ve promised you it’s not going to be an issue. Do you believe me? Do you think I’m the type of Daddy who would lie to you?”
“No,” I responded somberly.
I wasn’t sure I remembered to breathe as he flicked open the button on my jeans. The rasp of the zipper sounded way too loud as he pulled on it. He didn’t immediately pull my pants over my hips. Instead, he lifted the hem of my shirt and bent down, softly kissing my belly. I squirmed around because his five o’clock shadow tickled my skin. “You’re beautiful just the way you are, sweetheart. I’m going to get you cleaned up now, okay?”
I nodded, sucking my bottom lip between my teeth. I held my breath again as I lifted my hips off the mattress. This was the moment of truth.No onehad seen this part of me. Ever. I tossed my arm over my eyes. I knew he wanted me to look at him, but I couldn’t.
The air in the room might as well have been a high-powered fan. Feeling the cool air on my damp junk had me painfully aware that I was exposed. Theron pulled a wipe out of the container and gently cleaned me. My dick throbbed as he grazed the sensitive tip. I let out a low moan as he made sureall of mewas clean. I lifted my arm just enough that I could peek out. Daddy smiled up at me as he ran his hands down the outsides of my thighs. My back arched off the bed when his thumbs grazed the crease between my hips and groin. In all the times I’d thought about how this moment would feel, worshipped had never made it onto that list but that was exactly how I felt now.
“You’re absolutely perfect, Sammy.” The words came out on a sigh. I wanted him to keep going, maybe play with my junk, but he didn’t. He was very careful as he pulled my clean undies up my legs. “One of these days, I’m going to have you running around in just these. Not today, but soon. You’d be so cute with your bare tummy and legs.”
I curled my hands across my chest. I didn’t go topless. Ever. I didn’t have the visible scarring a lot of people had thanks to good genetics and supportive parents who allowed me to go on puberty blockers, but I still worried someone would see the scarring thatwasthere and judge me for them. I’d worked too damned hard to build a reputation, that didn’t include being the trans anything, to let a slip up ruin that.
“Nope, no hiding from me, sweetheart.” I wondered if he’d get sick of reminding me I didn’t need to be scared of what he’d think. He grabbed both of my hands and pulled me upright. Once my hands were in the air over my head, he let go. Rather than lifting my shirt by grabbing the material, he slid his hands up my chest, allowing the fabric to gather against his arms. “You have no idea how much you turn me on. Daddy can’t wait to kiss you all over, so you’ll never forget that I’m the lucky one here. Thank you for trusting me.”
“I’m lucky, too.” I barely recognized my own voice. Being smaller than most guys was something I’d always felt insecure about, but now I was beginning to see the benefits. Daddylovedspoiling me, and if I was bigger, he wouldn’t have been able to shop for me in the boy’s section and Ireallyliked that.
My dick got hard as he kissed his way along my chest. Again, worshiping me, that was the only way to describe the attention he paid me. “Such a strong, beautiful boy. You should never hide this adorable body from me.”
“I won’t,” I promised him. Whatever he wanted to dress me in would be just fine, as long as he kept reminding me that he didn’t see anything weird about it. But maybe that was something we should save for times when I could cuddle up with him under a blankie, because it was cold in here if you didn’t have clothes on.
Theron quickly got me into a clean t-shirt and outer space lounge pants. They were soft and comfy. I wasdefinitelybuying some of these for at home. It sucked that it took him dragging me to the store for me to understand how much I’d held back. There were so many things that could help me feel little without seeming out of place to anyone. Then again, maybe it was meant to be that I didn’t start unpacking all my feelings until I had a Daddy to guide me.
“I’ll turn up the heat a little after we get you set up at the table,” he said as he quickly rubbed away the goosebumps on my arms. I wasnotexpecting him to scoop me into his arms. “Hold onto my neck, baby.”
“Icanwalk,” I protested. Being carried felt silly.
“I’m fully aware of that but I want to carry you. Is that a problem?”
“Whatever makes you happy, Daddy,” I sighed before resting my head on the top of his.
“I like the way it sounds when you call me that.” He laced his fingers under my bottom, and I curled my legs around his waist. It was still silly, and we probably looked ridiculous, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d felt this carefree.
