Page 78 of Until I Ruin You


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Kyle turns his head. Sees me.

He recognizes me.

I watch it happen—the eyes widening, the face changing, the animal recognition of a man seeing the thing that hurt him. His body goes rigid. The knife presses harder against Jess's throat and the line of red widens and a sound comes out of her—small, involuntary, the sound of a blade pressing into skin that's already been cut.

"You," Kyle says. Higher, thinner than the alley. The bravado replaced by something more volatile. Fear. And underneath the fear, the desperate calculation of a cornered animal. "Don't come near me. I'll cut her throat."

He means it. I can see it in the pressure of his hand, in the way his body is coiled around hers. This man has had three days to sit with broken fingers and build the fear into something harder. He came here with a knife because he knew, after Friday, that hands alone wouldn't be enough.

"Let her go," I say.

"Fuck you." The knife trembles against her throat—not precision, not control. The shaking of a man whose one remaining hand is running on adrenaline and terror.

I move toward the workbench. Lateral, not toward Kyle. Shifting the angle. His eyes track me. The knife stays onJess's throat but his attention splits—watching me, watching the distance.

My hand closes around the steel rod. Three feet long, solid stock, part of her material supply. I hold it low, visible, and take a step forward.

Kyle's eyes lock on the rod. He knows what I can do—he felt it in the alley. His body tightens. He pulls Jess harder against him and the blade shifts, the angle steepening.

"Put it down," he says. "Put it down or I swear—"

I take another step. Three meters. His attention is locked on me—the rod, the distance, the calculation of how fast I can cross the remaining space. His eyes are on mine and the knife hand is shaking and every molecule of his fear is oriented toward the threat in front of him.

He's forgotten what's behind him.

Jess moves.

Not a lunge, not a struggle. Something smaller and more devastating. Her right hand, flat against the wall, comes down and grabs the bandaged hand—the broken one, the one I shattered on Friday, braced against the wall beside her head. She grabs his broken fingers and squeezes.

Kyle screams. Pure, electrical, the sound of a nervous system overloaded by three freshly broken bones being compressed by a woman who bends steel for a living. His body convulses. The knife hand jerks away from her throat—involuntary, his entire left side spasming in response to the pain in the right.

The blade leaves her skin. One second. Less.

Jess drops. She buckles, slides down the wall, pulls herself sideways and away from him. Her hand goes to herthroat. She's on the floor, clear of him, and the space between them opens like a gap in a weld—sudden, structural.

I cross the three meters in less than a second.

The rod hits Kyle across the left forearm. The crack is audible—bone, tendon, the structural failure of a joint absorbing a steel bar at full velocity. The knife clatters across the concrete, spins to a stop against the base of the sculpture. Kyle stumbles backward into the workbench, both hands destroyed—the right from the alley, the left from the rod. He's screaming, and he's trying to move away from me but there's nowhere to go.

I drop the rod.

I hit him with my fist. The right hand, the knuckles still raw from Friday, and the pain that shoots through my arm when the blow connects with his jaw is clarifying—a white flash that burns away everything except the next motion and the motion after that. He goes down. Hits the concrete. Tries to rise.

I hit him again. The temple. The place the Order taught me produces unconsciousness or worse depending on the force applied.

The force I apply is not calibrated for unconsciousness.

His head hits the concrete and there's a sound—dense, final, the sound of something that was holding together and isn't anymore. His body goes rigid. Then slack. Then still.

The studio is quiet.

The space heater ticks. The fluorescents hum. The sculpture stands in the center, the yielding forms lit from above.

Kyle Purcell is on the concrete floor and he is not breathing.

I stand over him. My right hand is throbbing. My chest is heaving. Every detail sharp and bright—the bandaged right hand, the shattered left wrist, the angle of the head. The complete, permanent stillness of a man who will never stand on a sidewalk and smile at anyone again.

I killed him.