Page 97 of Until I Break You


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"I know." I meet her eyes. "But I need you to see me destroy it. I need you to know that I'm choosing you over the obsession. That I'm letting go of the man who did this."

I swing the hammer, and the first monitor shatters with a satisfying crash. Glass explodes outward, and I feel her flinch behind me.

Then another. And another. Glass rains down around my feet, and with each swing, I feel something breaking inside me too.

The boy who thought love meant possession. The man who confused protection with control. The monster who justified stalking as devotion.

All of it, shattering like glass.

Eve watches me, her arms wrapped around herself, tears still falling. When I've destroyed half the monitors, my arms aching, I pause to look at her.

"I'm sorry," I say, my voice raw. "God, Eve, I'm so sorry. For all of it. For stealing your privacy, your peace, your right to exist without being watched. I'm sorry."

She's quiet for a long moment, just looking at me, surrounded by the wreckage. Then she moves forward, and I think she's going to leave, going to walk away and never come back.

Instead, she takes the hammer from my hand.

"This doesn't make it okay," she says, her voice hard. "Nothing makes this okay. But if we're going to move forward—if I'm going to choose you despite this—then I need to destroy it too."

She swings at the filing cabinets with a fury that takes my breath away. Papers explode outward, and she keeps swinging,methodically dismantling everything, purging the shrine to my sickness with her own hands.

We work together in silence, the only sounds our breathing and the crash of destruction. When we're done, the room is nothing but ruins—shattered glass, torn photographs, broken equipment scattered like the bones of my obsession.

We're both covered in dust and breathing hard. She looks at me, and there are tears on her cheeks, but there's also something else. Not forgiveness, exactly. But maybe... understanding.

"No more secrets," she says, her voice shaking. "No more cameras. No more watching. If I'm staying, if I'm choosing this, then you have to let me exist without surveillance. I need to know that when I'm alone, I'm actually alone."

"No more secrets," I agree, my throat tight. "No more watching. I swear it."

She looks around the destroyed room one more time, then back at me. "I love you. Despite this. Despite everything. I love you. But I'm also furious with you. And hurt. And I'm going to need time to process what you showed me today."

"I understand."

"Do you?" She steps closer, her eyes fierce. "Because this—" she gestures at the ruins around us, "—this is the darkest thing you've done. Darker than the stalking I knew about. Darker than the manipulation. This was systematic, obsessive documentation of my existence without my knowledge or consent."

"I know."

"And I'm choosing to stay anyway." Her voice breaks. "What does that make me?"

I pull her into my arms, and she resists for a moment before collapsing against me, her body shaking with sobs.

"It makes you someone who sees the monster and loves him anyway," I whisper into her hair. "It makes you stronger than I deserve. Braver than I'll ever be."

"I hate this," she sobs. "I hate what you did. I hate that I love you anyway."

"I know," I murmur, holding her tight. "I know."

We stand there in the wreckage of my past, holding each other, two broken people trying to find wholeness in their shared destruction.

But this time, the wholeness feels harder won. More honest. Built not on pretty lies but on ugly truths faced together.

When she finally pulls back, her eyes are red but clear. "If we're doing this—if I'm really staying—then I need to see all of it. Every dark corner. Every ugly truth. No more revelations years from now."

"You've seen it all now," I promise. "This was the last secret."

She nods slowly, then takes my hand. "Then let's leave this room and never come back."

We walk out together, and I pull the door closed behind us, sealing away the physical evidence of my obsession.