Page 94 of Until I Break You


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"I love him," I say simply, my voice raw. "And he loves me. Yes, he's a monster. Yes, he's manipulated and controlled and destroyed. But he's my monster. My choice."

Lucy shakes her head, sobbing openly now. "This isn't you. The Eve I knew would never—"

"The Eve you knew doesn't exist anymore," I interrupt gently, tears streaming down my face. "She died somewhere between the club and the penthouse. What's left is someone who sees the world differently. Someone who accepts darkness as part of love."

I stand on shaking legs, tucking the folder under my arm. "Thank you for caring enough to try. But this is my life, Lucy. And I'm choosing it."

"Eve, please—" Her voice breaks completely. "Don't do this."

"Lucy," I whisper. "You're my best friend. But I love him too."

I leave her in the cafe, and I don't look back, even though every step away from her feels like tearing off a piece of my soul.

***

Nathan is in his office when I arrive at the penthouse, standing at the window with his back to the door. He doesn't turn when I enter.

"She showed you," he says quietly. Not a question.

I cross the room and place the folder on his desk with trembling hands. "She did."

Now he turns, and I see resignation in his green eyes. Acceptance of whatever judgment I'm about to pass. He thinks this is the end. That the evidence of his manipulation will finally drive me away.

He doesn't understand yet.

"Five years," I say, my voice shaking as I open the folder to the timeline. "You've been orchestrating my life for five years."

"Yes." His voice is flat, emotionless, but I see the tension in every line of his body.

"The investors who pulled out of my competitor's deals?"

"Me."

"The strategic partnership opportunities that fell into my lap?"

"Me."

"Everything. Every piece of my success, my life, my choices—all you."

He meets my eyes steadily, waiting for the blow. "Yes."

I close the folder and look at him—really look at him. At the man who destroyed my autonomy in the name of love. Who manipulated and controlled and reshaped my entire world to fit his obsessive vision.

The man who held me last night and whispered his fears. Who cried in my arms about his best friend. Who loves me with a terrifying, all-consuming intensity that most people will never experience.

"I love you," I say, my voice breaking.

He goes still. "Still?"

"I love you," I repeat, moving closer, tears streaming down my face. "Not despite this. Not ignoring it. I love you, knowing exactly what you are. What you've done. What you're capable of."

His control cracks. I see it in the way his hands shake, the way his breath catches, the way his eyes fill with tears. "Eve, you don't have to—"

"I choose this," I interrupt, my voice raw with emotion. "I choose you. The monster and the man. The controller and the broken boy. All of it."

I close the distance between us and cup his face in my hands, both of us crying now. "You think you trapped me. But the truth is, I walked into this cage willingly. And now I'm locking the door from the inside."

The sound he makes is somewhere between a sob and a laugh. His arms come around me, pulling me against him with desperate force, his whole body shaking.