“I’m a virgin.”
The room is silent for a moment.
I wait for him to say more, but his words hang in the balance, and I narrow my eyes at him.
“Not possible.”
“Trust me, it is.”
“Oliver Ashford, if you’re lying to me I will hurt you.”
He’s louder when he speaks again.
“I’m a virgin, okay? The ‘fuck machine’ nickname is a false rumor. I’ve never fucked anyone, and I’ve neverbeenfucked.”
I pull in a slow breath.
I stop stroking my cock because if I went for it now, I might accidentally come.
“You didn’t want to tell me that? Do you have any clue how goddamn hot that is to hear?”
“I don’t think anybodyfinds it hot.”
“God, you really don’t realize it, do you?”
“Sometimes it feels like I’ll die if I don’t find someone to touch me,” he says, his voice low. Words start to spill out of him as he confesses, bit by bit. “It’s driving me crazy. I want someone to touch my cock so badly it’s like an endless loop in my mind. When you gripped me through my pants that first night, I almost lost it. And the thought ofmore?Of a tongue, a mouth, or actually being inside someone? I would do anything to finally just feel it all, Niko. I would doanything.”
His last few words come out so ragged that my cock throbs.
This explains so, so much.
My heart lurches in my chest.
One thing sounds out in my mind above anything else.
Take him.
Take. Him.
Give him what he needs, because he needs it so badly he’s putting you in a trance, tantalizing your cock by begging someone to just finally fuck his tight, virgin hole.
I’m almost dizzy with desire.
God damn it.
I need to calm down before I pounce on him like an animal.
I set my phone down on the bedside table, propping it up against the lamp so it’s still pointed at us.
With my free hand, I reach out and rest my fingertips on Oliver’s chest, then move lower to his abs, and then his hip. Goosebumps appear on his skin, and I hear him gently sigh.
And finally…finally,I start to touch him.
He told me the truth.
And now I’m going to reward him for it.
“Is that enough honesty that you’ll shut up about it now, Niko–”
