He tightens his hand on my jaw instead, cupping me there, willing me to open up my mouth for him.
“Want my mouth that bad?” I try to say against him.
“Open for me.”
I hate that I throb when he commands me.
I hate that Iwantto follow what he says.
And God, fuck, I’m going to give it to him anyway because I need it so badly.
He slides his tip along my lips, briefly pulling back. He looks down at me, holding my jaw with a firm grip.
His eyes are so pretty, and I can see the flecks of grey in them from this close. I can’t stop glancing up at them, probably enough that he’s noticed it.
“You’ve wanted my throat for a long time,” I tell him.
His eyes regard me like I’m an easy game. “More than just your throat. You’re the one who’d do anything for me, Ollie.”
“Craving cock isn’t the same as wanting you.”
“You wantme. You want me so badly you can barely fucking keep up the act right now. You know what? Maybe I’d get more satisfaction from denying you than from coming on your tongue.”
He moves backward a little bit, removing some of his weight from my body.
And the thought of losing this opportunity makes me panic.
I reach out to grip one of his wrists.
“No. Stay,” I utter, the words coming out before I can stop them. A flood of shame fills every nerve in my body.
My stomach twists.
And that’s all it takes.
He knows.
Knows I’m desperate, and I’m completely fucked.
He runs the back of his hand along my jaw, nodding like I’ve passed a test. He pushes his cock against my mouth again and I know it’s over.
I wrap my lips around his cock head and the moment he has the chance, he slides it past my lips and I’m filled with him.
So this is what it’s like.
Warm.
So warm.
And fucking soft but firm and holy fucking fuck.
“Goddamn,” Niko utters, leaning forward again, sliding deeper into my mouth inch by inch. “You can’t help yourself. Take my cock.”
He shoves it in deeper all of a sudden, taking me by surprise. I gag at the sudden movement. Fucking obscene.
His eyelids drop halfway.
Niko has no idea this is my first time blowing someone. I’ve made damn sure that no one around me ever knew that I was a virgin, and I’m certain he thinks I’ve done plenty of things like everyone else does.
