Okay, maybe coming out to everyone else is the scariest thing, but this is next for sure.
“Okay.”
I get up and move toward the bedroom. Once inside, I pull my shirt off and drop it into the empty hamper he keeps in the corner. It wasn’t empty this morning, meaning he did laundry today.
“I freed up a drawer for you,” he says from behind me.
I turn to face him. “You did?”
“Yeah.” he smiles. “Two, actually, because your clothes are bigger than mine and take up a lot of space.”
I chuckle as he walks over to his dresser and points to the middle two drawers.
“Thanks,” I say as I walk to him, putting my hand on his hip and leaning down to kiss him.
“Welcome,” he hums.
I finish getting undressed, and all the while Alex stands there watching me. When my pants are tossed away, I find his gaze on my dick. It’s hard and I can’t even help it when I’m around him. It used to be a problem to get hard, now it’s a problem tonotbe hard.
He unashamedly checks me out, slowly bringing his eyes up my body until he stops on my mouth.
I swallow hard, feeling vulnerable. No one has ever looked at me this way, and though it’s slightly uncomfortable, I love being under his gaze. I love catching his attention. I love knowing that all this time, I’ve meant more to him than I’ve known. After all these years… after everything he’s done and gone through, it’s just been me? That’s a crazy thought, but if I’m being honest, it’s been the same with him. He’s the one I’ve always thought about. The one person who’s never left my mind. Even all those years he was gone, as hurt and miserable as I was, he was still on my mind. He’s never left my thoughts, and to know it’s been the same for him… it’s relieving in the best sort of way.
“Are you going to keep your clothes on?” I ask with a smirk.
A smile slowly creeps along his lips, and his eyes dart to mine. “Just enjoying the view.”
I hold my arms out wide. “Enjoy as much as you want, but get naked, too.”
“Your wish is my command.”
I sit on the edge of the bed as I watch him take his clothes off.
When he’s done, I hold my arm out for him to come to me. He leans down, kissing me, and I pull him to straddle my lap. His dick is hard against mine, and he slowly thrusts against me as his tongue slides against mine, kissing me with purpose and meaning.
I grab his ass, squeezing and pulling him against me, loving everything about him. His warm, solid body. The way he touches me. The sounds he makes. His mouth moves to my throat, kissing and sucking the side of my neck. I moan, gripping his ass harder.
“Fuck, Alex…”
He smiles against my neck, licking along to the other side.
“Love when you say my name.”
“You know what I love?” The words come out raspy. I didn’t intend to say them, but now that I’m here...
“What?” I hear the smile in his voice.
“Alex,” I say again, this time more seriously.
“Hm?” He keeps sucking on my neck, and I lean back a little, gripping his face to make him look at me.
“You,” I say firmly. His brow furrows, as if he’s confused. “I loveyou, Alex.”
His eyes widen and he sucks in a sharp breath. “Fuck, you’re serious?”
I nod. “Extremely.”
We stare at each other for a moment before he grins, his green eyes lighting up and he lunges for me, kissing me harder than he’s ever kissed me before. I lie back on the bed, and he comes down with me, still thrusting against me, kissing me everywhere his mouth can reach.
