He doesn’t answer me right away. He catches his breath first.
“Yes,” he says, his voice a whisper.
I stare down at him as the truth hits me. I can feel his cock, hard and wet beneath me, sliding against my own. Feel his thrusts against me, heavy and erratic. I can see the glaze of lust in his honey-brown eyes.
I’ve never fucked a guy before, but I really, really want to fuck him.
Only him.
The overwhelming desire hits me that I may never know what it’s like to fuck him.
I may never know what it feels like to be buried inside of him. I may never know what it feels like to come inside of him.
His eyes stay on me and I think he’s going to say something, but he just stares at me like he can see through me, down to my fucking soul.
Maybe he can.
“Can I ask you something?” I breathe, pulling back to look at him.
His eyebrows furrow. “What?”
“Can I fuck you?” I ask.
He blinks, but I feel the twitch of his cock against mine.
“Uh—”
I giggle, realizing I’ve rendered him speechless. I push some dark hair out of his eyes, tucking it behind his ear with a chuckle.
“Not right now,” I add as I watch his mouth open. “But maybe… some day.”
I know very well it may never happen, but it’s not about doing it. It’s about knowing he wants me to.
He smirks, sliding his hand over my hip, over my ass, and speechless Mackenzie is gone.
“Maybe,” he says carefully. “Some day.”
That wasn’t a no. I grin as I kiss him.
“I can work with a maybe,” I say. “Maybe one day I’ll be able to make you feel as good as you make me feel.”
He thrusts up against me, his breathy moans and grunts a symphony among the sound of the bed creaking.
“Some day you’ll find out just how good I can be,” I say as I kiss him hard. I find his hands with mine and place them above his head, but I don’t hold his wrists. I entwine my fingers with his and squeeze tight.
I grind myself against him.
One thrust.
Two thrust.
“Oh my God,” he groans, his eyes rolling back in his head. “Fuck.”
“Feel that, baby?” I whisper between kissing him. His cock twitches against mine, slick with his precum.
“Feel how hard you make me? How you drive me fucking crazy?”
“Alex…”
