I slide one finger into his tight hole and he nearly jumps off the bed.
“Sorry,” I say, removing it quickly.
Maybe this was a bad idea, maybe…
“Don’t be sorry, and don’t you dare fucking stop now,” he says, his voice sharp, demanding.
Needy.
I blink, realizing he wants this.
He wants this as bad as I do, and he’s hanging by a thread. A stupid grin courses over my lips.
“Oh, so you want some more?” I tease, driving my finger back in. Cam hisses again as I slowly build a rhythm, getting used to the tight feeling.
How the hell am I going to fit?
Work him up a bit more, that’s how.
Panic and anxiety start to swell. What if I hurt him? What if he—
Cam breathes out a short breath. “Add another,” he says. It’s not a command, it’s guidance.
Guidance I’m more than thankful for.
I do as he asks, adding another finger.
“Scissor it a bit. The motion.” He looks back at me over his shoulder, his grey eyes meet mine and suddenly the nerves fall away.
This… this is Cam.
I’m not going to hurt him. Ever.
I do as he asks, getting used to the feeling. His shoulders tense and he lets out a moan.
“That feels good?” I ask. He nods, pushing his hips back, trying to take more of my fingers, but I can’t go any further.
“Fuck yes,” he says, breathless. My cock throbs, wet and weeping.
“Are you ready?” I ask, but I’m not certain if I’m asking him or myself. Maybe both.
He huffs out a deep sigh. “Yes.”
“I’ll go slow,” I promise him, but I think it’s more of an assurance for myself.
If I don’t take my time, I think I might come early and I don’t want that.
I remove my fingers and grab the bottle of lube.
I go through the motions methodically. Cold liquid coats my shaft and a moment later I’m lining myself up, guiding my head inside his perfect seam.
“Fuck!” Cam bites as I press inside. I stop, retracting almost immediately.
“Are you okay?” I ask, alarmed. “Did I—”
“Keep going,” he says, his voice strained. “Keep going, please.” His shoulders tense, as do his forearms. “Please,” he begs.
I inch inside of him, slowly, getting used to the feel. It’s tight. Much tighter than I expected, but it feels really good.
