When I glance up at Hannah I know she’s just as high as I am at all of this and it feels just like it did in Paris when we were all so comfortable and everything was easy and fun.
It’s the first time I don’t feel anger at what happened or question his reputation. His eyes tell me how badly he wants us and I can’t help but want to dive head first into whatever it is that’s happening between all of us. Fuck my father, fuck the standard, fuck it all.
“Don’t touch yourself,” I remind Dane, then turn back to Hannah.
Dropping to my knees, my face lines up at a perfect angle with her gorgeous cunt and I dive in, pressing two fingers backin. Her walls clench around me and I know between everything we did before Dane got in the room to now, she’s close.
Her hips roll harder into me and she grips the side of my head. Her body writhes underneath me with the sounds of tiny whimpers that mix with Dane’s labored breath.
“Ethan.Fuck. Please, let me in,” Dane begs. “Don’t come, Hannah.”
His words send her over the top and her orgasm crests as she comes on my tongue, her arousal dripping over my fingers.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck.” Dane’s tortured voice says so much of how badly he wants us and I fucking love the sensation of being needed so desperately by him.
Hannah’s body melts into his desk with a satiated smile. I press into my feet, hovering over her, kissing her exposed skin until I get to her lips. “Ready?” I whisper so only she can hear, and she nods, still donning that gorgeous smile of hers.
Holding my hands out, I help her to her feet and Dane’s eyes bounce between us, worry laced behind them with a sense of something else. It’s the first time I’ve seen him so vulnerable, as if our decision to stay or go is life or death.
40
DANE
If they walk out of here, I swear it will break my fucking heart.
And probably my dick.
I’m trying my hardest to school my expression, like it doesn’t matter either way. He has a right to be pissed at what I did. I acted on my needs and desires and didn’t care if we got caught by his father or anyone at the restaurant.
Hell, the paparazzi could have been outside the window. It was impulsive and fucking careless but I needed him. I needed to touch him. Have him at my mercy again.
As much as I feel their playful energy, I’m still terrified they’ll walk out and we’ll go back to square one or, even worse, everything will end.
“You’re never going to do that again.” Ethan leans into me, his face mere inches from mine.
I shake my head and agree.
My brain isn’t registering what I’m actually agreeing to, but it doesn’t matter because I’ll do anything to get him to stay this close to me.
There’s a long pause between us. Our lips are so close I canfeel his breath on mine. Hannah is standing behind him and it’s the first time I feel like I can’t read her expression.
His hooded eyes flicker down to my mouth then back up to my eyes and I want to slam my lips against his, but I won’t and it’s taking everything in me to sit still.
I can’t take over.I can’t push him.
The words lap around in my head over and over. I close my eyes and suck in a deep breath as if my body needs to suck in the tension lingering between us.
I can only imagine what I look like sitting in this chair. He yanked my pants down earlier, which are still around my ankles and my cock still erect between us. My hair is a mess and the only thing still protecting me from full exposure to them is my now wrinkled button down shirt.
As if he reads my thoughts, his fingers trail over my chest reaching for the buttons. I flinch, not only at the discovery that he’s undressing me but also knowing once this shirt comes off, they will see them. My tattoos.
The new permanent additions of their marks on my body.
I don’t know if I’m ready for that confession yet.
But it’s too late. He’s already finished unclasping all the buttons as Hannah walks around behind my chair, reaching over my chest pulling the shirt down my shoulders.
My heart pounds behind my ribcage from the knowledge they are staying here with me and not walking out but also because they are going to figure out how far gone I’ve been for them and I’m going to have to lay everything out, right here, right now.
