When her tongue flicks over my clit, my whole body shudders in response.She does it again, a little longer this time.By the third pass, I’m trembling, caught between begging for more and clinging to the exquisite torture of her slow pace.
She pulls back just when I think I can’t take it any longer, leaving me gasping into the silence she creates.My hips lift instinctively, but her hands hold me down, reminding me she’s in charge tonight.The ache builds, sharp and unrelieved, and I should have known she wouldn’t let me come that easily.That she would want to give me a taste of my own medicine.
Nic’s tongue withdraws, but then I feel the soft press of her fingers teasing my entrance, not pushing in yet, just circling, reminding me who’s boss tonight.
Nic has pushed herself up and her mouth hovers just above me, her breath hot against my skin.
“Open for me, babe,” she whispers, sliding one finger slowly inside me.
The slow curl of her finger inside me knocks the breath right out of me.Her lips brush my ear as she whispers, “I love how wet you are for me.”
She has never spoken to me like this before, and her words are as hot as her touch.Her voice is like fire inside me.I can only moan in response.
“Let’s see how much of meyoucan take,” Nic says, and I’m a million miles away from that person who was never very good at receiving.I want everything she can give me.
A second finger slides in and before I can catch my breath, a third follows, stretching me in the most delicious manner.
“You feel that?”she murmurs against my temple, her voice thick with lust.“You’re taking me so beautifully.”
My body clenches around her, every nerve lit, every inch of me begging for more.
Ever so slowly, she goes deep.
“I want you to feel all of me,” she whispers, her hot breath rushing over my cheek.
Unhurried, she moves inside me.Once, twice, before pulling out and leaving me wide open.
Her hand doesn’t retreat far—just far enough to bring another finger to my entrance, stretching me further.
“Take me, Avery,” she growls softly, her tone all unexpected command.“All of me.”
The shock of fullness steals the breath from my lungs.I take her as though it’s all I’ve ever wanted.As thoughsheis all I’ve ever wanted.I take all of her because I want all of her.
She pushes deep inside me and it’s overwhelming, almost unbearable in its intensity—stretching me wide, filling me until there’s no space left for anything else.The pressure borders on too much, yet I crave it, need it, because it’s Nic.
I dissolve around her, all resistance gone, every single part of me already answering yes to any question she can ever ask me.Because I want a lifetime of yeses with Nic.That’s what it feels like right now, with her fingers buried deep inside me, with me feeling her everywhere.And it’s not just her fingers that I feel—it’s so much more than I’ve ever felt for anyone else.
That clench deep inside my core is more than a climax.It’s more than the throbbing pulse of orgasm rolling through me.As I’m wrapped around her, around her dangerously delicious fingers, something inside me bursts wide open, and I go utterly liquid for her.Heat floods me in all-consuming waves until there’s no part of me she hasn’t touched.
I’m still gasping for air when Nic slides out her fingers, but I don’t feel empty.I feel the opposite.
Then, she brings all four fingers she fucked me with to her lips and puts them in her mouth, licking them clean.She holds my gaze as she sucks each one slowly, like she’s savoring the proof of what she just did to me—of what I let her do.I don’t look away.I watch her, and something big and tender expands inside me.As I see Nic in a whole new light—again.Dr.Cougar really is full of surprises—and dirty talk.
Chapter30
Nic
I rub my sweaty palms on the pants of my suit, the charged air pressing down on me like judgment in human form.I’m nervous but I’m not ashamed.I refuse to feel shame when it comes to Avery.
Whatever the board members may think, I know that falling for her doesn’t make me unfit to practice.Although it won’t change the outcome of this hearing, which I asked for myself.I was only granted this meeting because I self-reported and no official complaint has been made against me.
Now, it’s time to face the music.The chairperson invites me to speak and I clear my throat.I begin.
“I’m here because I crossed a line I never thought I’d cross.But I didn’t do this out of recklessness and certainly not malice.I did it out of something much more complicated than that.
“I fell in love with a client, and I know what that means inside this room.I know what it looks like on paper.But I’m not here to defend a mistake.I’m here to take responsibility for a choice I made with both eyes open.I don’t want to hide behind technicalities.The truth is that we slept together while she was still my client.
“It was wrong.I know that.And I won’t stand here and pretend it wasn’t a breach of the trust this profession demands.But I also won’t pretend it came from carelessness, or predation, or power.It came from real human connection.”
