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We move on.

Next comes the widower, Mr. Kavanaugh (lower third:Larry, volunteer). Sixty. Cheeks like unbaked bread. Lost behind the eyes. Our first pass is safe: Shae restocking while he tells her about the wife who knitted him mittens every winter. The safe cut makes her a daughter.

I try an uglier one.

We play his story over a shot where she blocks him from the shelf—her body inserting itself between him and the cans.

“Cruel,” Blake says quietly.

“True,” I say, and I leave it. Truth has teeth, and we’ve filed too many down already.

He perches on the spare chair, one knee up. “You’re aware we’re packaging a felon as a therapist.”

“I’m exquisitely aware,” I say. “And we’re packaging a town’s hunger as redemption clicks. Don’t get shy now.”

“You could’ve asked Lila about boundaries.”

“I did,” I say, and pull up the raw from my interview—my questions off-camera, Lila’s anxious devotion on.

“How do you protect yourself when someone else’s pain is heavy?”

“We pray.”

“And when that doesn’t work?”

Lila swallows. The cross flares. “We… ask Shae.”

I cut there. I don’t need the rest to make my point.

“Gives the audience a neat triangle,” Blake says. “God. Shae. Need.”

“Triangles make altars,” I say.

His gaze flicks—too fast—to the second monitor. The waveform. The stairwell audio we don’t talk about, living in a folder we both pretend isn’t labeledFOR WHEN IT MATTERS.

He clears his throat. “Let’s do the market. Farmers’ market. Flag bunting. The baby that grabbed her necklace and wouldn’t let go.”

“You mean the baby whose mom signed a release without reading it,” I say.

He winces. “We blurred the kid.”

“Blur her twice.”

We pull up the montage: Shae in sunglasses; local honey vendor with a beard that screams artisanal sincerity; acoustic guitar from a guy who sells candles. Shae shaking the hand of themayor’s wife. Shae taking a selfie with a teenager mouthingoh my God it’s youlike a prayer.

We set the cadence. It’s nauseating.

It’s effective.

My job is to make meaning out of motion; today, meaning keeps trying to curtsy.

“You’re going to hell,” Blake says, not unkindly.

“I picked the bus,” I say. “It’s full of producers.”

He laughs, then—quieter—tilts into the real question. “What happens if she’s as bad as The Watcher says? If this charity beat is hunting ground?”

“Then we filmed the camouflage,” I say. “And it plays like prophecy instead of apology.”