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“You see that?” I ask.

“What?” Blake leans in, breath fogging the monitor. He smells like coffee and something sweeter—his cologne, or Shae’s shampoo, which I’m almost sure he’s stolen. “I see a woman getting her skull rattled while the state looks the other way.”

“You see a good story,” I say. “I see a cue. She looks for you. Forthis.She knows we’re there.”

“No one’s that fluent in optics in the middle of a beatdown.”

“Shae is,” I say.

It hangs.

Blake sits back, cracks his knuckles like he’s typing a reply on his fingers. “You want to photograph her ugly. Say that. You want to pull the pearl necklace off and expose the throat.”

“I want the truth uglier than the lie,” I say.

I roll to the shot where the white shirt splotches red. It’s a great shot. It’s also too soft at the edges—a fairy-tale blur around the bruises.

“This is empathy porn,” I say. “I’m not a fluffer.”

Blake barks a laugh. “That’s going in the wrap-party reel.”

“God willing we get to a wrap,” I say, and my phone dings.

GEORGINA – NETFLIX:Can we get more Shae crying? Test groups go through the roof when she tears up.

Of course they do.

Blake reads it upside down like a vulture. “Executives have spoken. More tears.”

“Executives want a bathtub of blood if it sells a subscription,” I say. My thumb hovers, then I type:We’ll have the VO in tears. Don’t worry.I lie for a living; mine is just better lit.

I pull up a different angle from the riot—third cam, a correctional officer’s body cam we got by the grace of a FOIA request and an exhausted clerk.

The timecode jumps.

19:41. Then 19:43.

I zoom the metadata until the numbers blur.

“Is there a cut?” I ask.

“Battery swap,” Blake says too quickly.

“Body cams don’t get battery swaps mid-incident.”

He lifts one shoulder. “Glitch.”

“Glitches are the universe telling you to look closer.”

He shrugs again, but he doesn’t meet my eye.

“Roll the hospital,” he says, changing the subject. “The stitches. The dim hallway. The way she squeezes my hand.”

He says it without thinking.

My.

I file the pronoun away.