Need_Tailor_Chicago:There's this guy at work, and…
Need_Tailor_Chicago:I don't know, I guess I just think about him a lot? And I just don't know what to think.
Need_Tailor_Chicago:About the thinking.
Only now do I realize I've just rapid-fired a million messages in a row.
Need_Tailor_Chicago:Sorry. I'm rambling. This is stupid.
Well, I'm stupid for spilling my guts to a stranger.
A stranger who, undoubtedly, will just use my breakdown as an excuse to flirt and—
OnlyNewRadicals_69:hey no. not stupid at all
OnlyNewRadicals_69:sexuality is a weird thing. and confusing. i mean, so i hear, personally I always knew??
OnlyNewRadicals_69:tell me about this guy
My pulse has kicked up a few notches. I choose to ignore it.
Need_Tailor_Chicago:He's... I don't know. Different? Confident. Funny. Kind of crazy.
Need_Tailor_Chicago:He's driving me crazy.
OnlyNewRadicals_69:good crazy or bad crazy?
Need_Tailor_Chicago:Both?
OnlyNewRadicals_69:lol liar
OnlyNewRadicals_69:okay real talk though
OnlyNewRadicals_69:do men turn you on?
I stare at the message.
Do they?
Shit. I should at least know this much, shouldn't I?
On one hand, I have never, ever thought about a guy like that. Never had a crush on a guy. My heart's never skipped a beat for one. I've never stared at one when watching porn.
But then, of course, I got hard when kissing one and haven't been able to stop thinking about him since, so… The jury's still out, I guess.
Need_Tailor_Chicago:I don't know. Maybe? I'm just so… confused.
OnlyNewRadicals_69:ok here's what we're gonna do
OnlyNewRadicals_69:i'm gonna help you figure it out
OnlyNewRadicals_69:scientifically
I'm now somewhere between laughter and mortification. What wins is curiosity.
Need_Tailor_Chicago:Scientifically?
OnlyNewRadicals_69:trust me
