I love you too.
She peeled off the Post-it, folded it neatly, and slipped it into the pocket of her bag where she kept things she intended to save.
She found the power button.
The screen brightened. A soft glow, and then the first photograph resolved.
Her and Claire at The Anchor.
Emily stared.
She barely recognized herself. Not because she was different. Because she was happy. Unguarded, unpracticed, recklessly happy, and she hadn't known anyone was paying attention.
She remembered that night. Claire had been telling the story about the judge in Pensacola who'd fallen asleep during closing arguments, and Emily had lost it, completely, the kind of laughter that took your posture and your composure and left you holding onto the bar for balance. She remembered thinking, on the drive home, that she couldn't recall the last time she'd laughed like that. And she remembered not being sad about it, because it was happening now, and now was enough.
He'd been there. Watching. And he'd kept it.
The photo faded. Another took its place.
Her and Ray outside the conference room. She remembered that conversation. Ray telling her about the early days of the division, before she and Claire arrived, when it was threeattorneys and a shared paralegal. The way he'd trusted her with that history, the kind of institutional memory people only share with someone they expect to be around for a long time.
Jake had seen that. Had taken a photograph of it. Had looked at Emily Callahan talking to her mentor and thought:that's worth keeping.
The photo faded.
The group at The Anchor. All of them. Ray at one end, Tommy leaned back, Claire in motion. And Emily in the middle of it, not on the edge, not performing, just there. Part of something she hadn't known she was part of until she saw it from the outside, frozen in a frame on her desk.
The photo faded.
The bleachers. Jacob's game. Her in the gray t-shirt with her elbows on her knees, watching him swing at air with the same concentration she brought to cross-examination. She could feel the aluminum bench burning through her jeans. She could hear Jacob striking out for the third time and Jake cheering anyway, because showing up was the whole point and the scoreboard was irrelevant.
The photo faded and Emily reached for the frame.
She swiped back.
The bleachers returned and she held it there, her thumb on the edge of the screen, and that was when the first tear fell. It landed on the glass, a small wet circle right at the edge of where she was sitting in that photo, and she wiped it with her thumb and kept holding on.
She didn't swipe forward. The photo advanced on its own.
The binoculars. Their first day out together, the stakeout on the port. She hadn't known he'd taken it. She'd been so locked in on the warehouse that nothing else existed. But he'd been sitting in the driver's seat, watching her, and he'd seen something worthcapturing in a woman holding binoculars and her whole body leaning forward like the warehouse owed her answers.
The photo faded.
Jake and Ranger. Taken yesterday morning, from the couch, the two of them mugging for the camera like conspirators. She could see the bookshelf behind them, the corner of the mantle where Matt's photo sat. Jake was still in his work clothes. The jacket, the open collar. He hadn't even changed. He'd walked through the door and done this first, before anything else.
The photo faded.
The two of them. Sunday morning on the couch, the photo she'd taken and sent him and then pretended wasn't a big deal. He was looking at her, not the camera. She was leaning into him. And the expression on his face, the one she'd tried not to study too closely when she'd taken it, was right there on her desk in a frame he'd built for her yesterday morning.
Yesterday morning. While she was across town in a courtroom destroying Driscoll over a scheduling motion because she had nowhere else to put the fire. While she was flagging memos to Ray that didn't matter. While she was slamming doors and freezing out her best friend and driving to an empty apartment to prove she didn't need anyone. While she was hanging up on a man in the middle of sayingI love youbecause she was too proud to let him finish and too afraid to hear it.
While all of that was happening, this had been sitting on her desk. Waiting. Patient the way he was patient. The way he waited in doorways. The way he let people come to him. The way he'd said "okay" on the phone last night when she'd given him nothing but professional ice, and hadn't pushed, and hadn't called back, and had sent a photograph of a dark road at 3:57 because that was Jake Walsh's way of sayingI heard you. I'm still here. Take your time.
This is what I'm coming home to.
NotI'll be fine.Notdon't worry.Not any of the things she'd told him not to say. He'd found the thing she hadn't known she needed to hear. That she wasn't waiting for him. That he was coming back toher.That the life in those photographs, her laughter and her focus and her place at the table and the morning on the couch with a dog who'd chosen her, that was the thing pulling him home.
The photos cycled. Claire and Emily, heads together. Back to Ray. Back to The Anchor. Back to the bleachers. Each one a moment she'd lived without knowing it was being preserved.
