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From: Sage

Subject:Please

I don’t open it. I don’t need to.

Because I’ve already read the last ten.

I love you.

I’m so sorry.

Please, Ethan, I’ll do anything.

We can do couples therapy. I’ll see a psychiatrist. I’ll change.

Tell me what to do. Just tell me.

I left a check in your mailbox. I put the money back.

Please. One more chance.

The BlackBerry vibrates again before the screen even dims.

Another email.

It’s relentless. Not angry now. Not explosive.

Desperate.

And somehow, that’s worse.

I set the device face down, like that might mute the guilt creeping up my spine.

It doesn’t.

Because the truth — the part that keeps replaying — is simple and brutal:

If she had asked, I would’ve given her the money.

Five hundred. A thousand. I would’ve helped her without hesitation. Without conditions. Without resentment.

But she didn’t ask.

She logged into my accounts. She took it.

That’s not a misunderstanding.

That’s not passion gone wrong.

That’s a line you don’t uncross.

Beth’s BlackBerry starts buzzing too.

I see it from across the room — her device lighting up on the desk, vibrating in short, frantic bursts. Same sender. Same pattern.

She exhales slowly, like she’s bracing herself, then picks it up and steps into the bathroom, leaving the door cracked.

I don’t mean to listen.