“Do you not want to?I took a pretty thorough shower this morning.I promise.”
“Of course Iwantto, but do you?It’s a big step—”
“We’remarried.”
“Well, when you put it that way…” Ben kissed Phil again, thorough and filthy, until he had Phil pushed back into the sheets, loose and easy under him.He kept at it for a while, just kissing with their bodies pressed together.
Ben reached between them to undo the buttons on Phil’s shirt.“I like you in this suit.”
“Thanks.”Phil slid his hand under the hem of Ben’s sweater, palming the skin gently.“I like you in no clothes at all.”
Taking the hint, Ben reared up and off Phil to strip off his sweater and shirt.Phil took the opportunity to sit up and remove his own shirt.The move compressed his flat stomach into rolls.
“You’re so hot,” Ben said mindlessly, tracing the lines of muscle under the swell of skin and fat with a fingertip.
Phil looked up at him, eyes round and wide.Ben expected a comeback, something to keep the easy mood going, but Phil only asked, “Really?”
“Yeah,” Ben said instantly.“Of course.You’re fucking gorgeous.”He ducked to lick a line down the center of Phil’s belly.The first prickles of stubble scratched against his tongue where Phil hadn’t waxed recently.“You’re this big, tough hockey player, but the second I look closer, you’re so soft and touchable.”He ran his hands down the outside of Phil’s perfect thighs and nosed his way between them.
He took the head of Phil’s cock into his mouth, suckling gently while he stroked Phil’s thighs, first from the outside and then from the inside, encouraging him to spread them open for him.
“You like all the things about me I tried to hide,” Phil said, breathless.“I didn’t know I could— I didn’t know anyone wouldlikethat.”
Ben swirled his tongue around the head of Phil’s cock before pulling off.“Hand me the lube?”
With his fingers slicked up, Ben dedicated himself to the task of telling Phil every single thing about him he appreciated while he opened him up as slowly as he was physically able.“I like when you don’t shave first thing and you have a little bristle in the morning.I like when you have a belly pouch after a big dinner.I love your thighs, you know I do, how strong they are and how soft, and how the hair scratches my face when I kiss you there.I love how you look after a workout, covered in sweat and all tight and firm.Fuck, Phil, I like everything about you.”
Phil squirmed on the bedsheets, relaxing incrementally around Ben’s first finger.“Even when I buy you expensive things?”
“I just don’t want to take advantage of you.”
“Oh.”
Ben used Phil’s momentary surprise to slide a second finger in.“I love how generous you are and how much you want to take care of the people in your life.That’s why all the guys on the team look up to you so much, you know?They see it too.I’m scared to depend on anyone, I guess.”
He crooked his fingers up and in, and Phil gasped, legs splaying wide.Ben’s wrist was quickly caught in a firm grip.Phil sat up again to look him in the eye.
“You don’t have to be scared with me,” Phil said.“I promise to never use it against you.I want the best for you and Charlie because I love you, not because I want power over you.”
Ben closed his eyes for a second.The words were still new, but the sentiment wasn’t.He kissed one thigh and then the other.“I know.I love you too.”
“Good.”Phil fell back into the sheets.“Now do that again; it felt amazing.”
“Bossy.”
Ben did it again, and Phil groaned.He did it a third time, and Phil shuddered around him, loosening so Ben could move his fingers faster, deeper.He did it a few more times for good measure, watching Phil’s mostly hard dick twitch every time.
He slid in a third finger and took the head of Phil’s cock into his mouth again, sucking him until he was fully hard, opening him until he rocked into Ben’s touch.
“Ben,” Phil said urgently.“Ben, now, you gotta do it now, or I’m gonna—”
Ben pulled away, mouth and fingers, and watched as Phil writhed for a long moment, his cock straining up against his stomach in a thwarted attempt at orgasm.
“I need a condom,” Ben managed, suddenly aware of his cock straining against his belly, harder than it had possibly ever been in his life.
“Do you?”Phil asked.
It struck Ben that in all the suddenness of their relationship, they’d never bothered to have the exclusivity talk.They had decided to be a couple at the same time they’d gotten engaged.He’d assumed that meant they would only be with each other, and knowing Phil felt the same made him smile.The idea of sliding inside him with nothing between them had the additional benefit of being mind-blowingly hot.
