It’s only a little lie – I do care a bit if she bangs other lads, but she’s a grown woman and we’re never going to be anything serious. It’d be unfair to ask her to commit. I’m not even really committing. I hope she doesn’t see it that way. For me, it’s mostly a timing and scheduling thing. No big deal. Also, why risk sex with someone new when I can guarantee a sick time with her?
This stupidly garbled speech was only to make her trust me. Nothing needs to come from it. We can still use double protection, she can still see other people, we can act like this conversation never happened. But so long as she feels like she can trust me, that’s all that matters.
‘We could try it,’ she says, and hope surges in my chest. ‘Without. I’m not sleeping with anyone else either.’
I shouldn’t feel this victorious. I want to punch the air and whoop and jump around, and it’s only partly because latex sucks the fun out of everything. ‘Cool.’ I shrug.
‘We’re still friends-with-benefits though, right?’ she asks.
‘Course. Friends-with-benefits who don’t use a condom. There’s only a small difference.’
She nods. ‘Cool.’
Now that’s taken care of, I descend on her. This beautiful woman in a black lacy thing; I don’t even know what it’s called but it’s my new favourite thing. She’s looser than she was before, winding her arms and legs around me as my tongue brushes hers. My thumbs find her nipples but they’re locked away behind the fabric. The black lacy thing isn’t my favourite thing anymore. I rub them anyway, the thought of wanting something I can’t have driving me insane.
She pushes me against the mattress and climbs on top of me once again, but this time I can see her properly. She eases onto my dick and we both suck in a breath at the bare contact. With slow, careful movements, she starts grinding. The pleasure’sindescribable. Fuck me I’ve missed sex without a condom. She frees her tits and kneads them like my heated gaze is making them heavy. I clutch her hips, drawing a soft gasp as her hands splay on my chest. I like her using me, leaning on me. Like she needs me or something.
The tempo changes and she’s bouncing up and down, her toned calves tense as she anchors herself on the bed. I rub the backs of them as I meet her thrust for thrust. She used to want to skip through positions, fishing for something new, changing the focus, aiming for some weird ideal of what I’d want, but now she’s all about chasing pleasure, and nothing gets me hotter.
After many weeks studying Minnie, I’ve learned she likes control, but too much makes her self-conscious. Before that can happen, I spin her onto her back and enter her before she can think. The raw moan that escapes her as I reach between us is the filthiest thing I’ve ever heard.
Her nails rake up the back of my head as I’m kissing down the column of her neck. ‘I think I’m close, Jack.’
I lift my head. ‘Are you coming for me so soon?’ Can’t be. I’d planned like five more things.
The tiny muscles fluttering around my cock answer that question.
I want to focus on this really being it, but my balls are tightening and my mind is blurring and it’s all I can do to keep fucking her and caressing her and try not to drown. She lets out a stuttered breath and I want to gulp it down.
‘I want your hot come inside me, Jack,’ she breathes, holding my gaze, and fuck me if that alone doesn’t wind me even tighter.
‘I’m going to fill you up.’
‘Fill me up, baby.’
I hold out as long as I can but too soon the feeling of Minnie throbbing around my naked dick pushes me to my limit. I lose myself in her taste, her scent, her sounds, the feeling of being deep inside her. A whimper escapes her lips and I spill everything I have and nothing has ever felt this good.
We’re barely finished before we’re grinning at each other, nose to nose. I brush the hair stuck to her face and press my forehead against hers, our sweat mixing together as our hands tangle.
‘You did it,’ I pant.
Her chuckle’s all breath. ‘I did it.’
‘You motherfucking did it!’
‘I can’t believe it.’
‘Rating?’
She makes a show of thinking. ‘B minus.’
I press up so I can see her properly, my cock softening inside her. ‘Fuck off.’
She concedes with a laugh. ‘It was incredible.’
‘That’s more like it.’ I lift my hand to high five and she laughs harder, smacking it. ‘Get in!’
All those weeks voice noting myself ideas and brainstorming positions on the simulator were well worth it. I’d do it all overagain just to hear her cry my name as she comes with me inside her for the first time.
