Big Dick sat outside, and it was starting to get fucking cold.He didn’t even know when spring had turned to summer, and now they were entering fall.It was fucking cold.
His sister was close to her due date.Everything was a fucking mess.Harlow had already come around to scream at him.His brothers, including that piece of shit Erick, had texted him to ask him what the fuck his problem was.Ava wasn’t speaking to him.Neither was Raven, nor Abriana.
It hurt that his sister wasn’t talking to him.She was the only person he could think to talk to.Smokey hadn’t kicked his ass out of the club, but he figured that was because he hadn’t done anything to the club.
Carlos wasn’t answering calls either, so business must be important.The mafia life and all that shit.
He sat outside near his bike, which was already cleaned and fixed, and didn’t need him to tamper with it, which was why he was freezing his balls off.There was no way he was going inside the clubhouse.
“Are you all right?”Brick asked, handing him a beer, which he took but had no interest in drinking.
“You talking to me?”
“Why not, no one else is.You’re as grumpy as Kinky is, and trust me, he used to be a lot more fun than he is right now.”Brick sighed and moved to sit beside him on the wall.“How are you doing?”
“Let’s see, the club won’t talk to me.My family won’t talk to me.Larissa won’t talk to me.”
“It’s fucking quiet at least,” Brick said.
Big Dick sighed.
The truth was, he missed Larissa.He ran a hand down his face, as it had been a hectic few days, as he got his cell phone shut off.
Cadeon had taken his cell phone.Thankfully, there was nothing relating to club business on his phone.The club was always careful in their communications, and never released any sensitive information in texts or email.
“Did you find your phone?”Brick asked.
“Fuck, no.Trust me, if I had, I would already have Cadeon’s fucking neck in my hands.”
“He’s smarter than his previous Prez.We’ve got to give him that.”
“He’s a fucking coward.”
“And he’s got balls,” Brick said.“He was able to steal your cell phone.”
Big Dick ran a hand down his face.“I’ve got to go.”He moved to straddle his bike.
“Where are you going?”
“Anywhere.”He couldn’t be at the clubhouse.There was no way he could go and see Larissa.
He had to fix this and the only way to figure that shit out was to get onto the open road.Never in his life had he felt this fucking lost and confused.
He was the one who was always in charge.Women meant nothing to him.He had enjoyed them, and left them.Of course, he did have certain rules, like no kissing, and he never went down on women either.When it came to Larissa, he had broken so many rules.
The moment he was out of the clubhouse parking lot and on the open road, he just let the bike ride.He rode to try and clear his mind, but all he could see was Larissa’s smiling face as she looked up at him.The giggle he absolutely fucking adored, because it lit up his world.
The long days had felt like total shit until he got to see Larissa.He counted down the hours until he was able to see her, look at her, and be with her.She had called to him in a way no woman ever had.And he had that damn blockage.
One of his skills at the Hell’s Bastards MC was his ability to hunt and find anyone.There was always a clue he was able to sniff out.Cadeon had been able to evade him at every turn.This was not something he was used to.He was always one step ahead of the enemy.He didn’t have a clue how Cadeon was able to do this, and it pissed him the fuck off.He felt so fucking angry and was close to losing his shit.
And after nearly a two-hour drive, he was in fucking shock as he arrived in the driveway of his parents.He never willingly came here.
The front door opened, and he looked at his father.It had been so long since he had come home, especially like this.Usually, he came for one or two Sunday dinners, rarely for Christmas.His life had always and would always be the club.
“George?”his father, Drew, asked.
“Hey, Dad,” Big Dick said, climbing off his bike.
