I can’t fucking do this. I can’t fucking be here, not like this. I wanted….fuck. I don’t know what I wanted but it wasn’t this.
Not this Scarlett. Not this helpless fucking soft….No, she doesn’t get to be soft. Not after what she did, she ripped away everything we had with her fucking lies and now she’s laying there like she didn’t rip my fucking heart out and start a new fucking life without me.
“Your not real. Your not real. Your not real.” She repeats like a mantra and it should amuse me but it doesn’t it fucking pisses me off.
Not real? I am more real than this fake fucking life she has convinced herself she belongs in, she doesn’t fucking belong here. Not with him. I slide my fingers in my hair pulling at the strands until the pain pulses through my skull.
I should leave. That’s what a gentleman would do.
It’s a good fucking job I’m not a gentleman.
She’s still fucking saying it, her voice is like a fucking echo that I can’t get out. I want to scream at her to shut up. She left me to rot and now she’s calling to me like I am her everything. She forgot about me and now she’s chanting that I am not real. Fuck.
I walk over to her slower than I want to, she’s still lying there chanting the same fucking sentence. “Scar.” She shakes her head. “Scarlett, listen to me. I am real.”
“No—no your not. Your in my head.”
In her head, I almost laugh. Well, well, well, little sister if I knew I had this much of an effect on your pretty little head I would have broken your perfect little lie sooner.
Her eyes are closed now, I watch as her chest rises and falls, her bare skin glows under the warm lights, she sighs and I think she’s finally gone to sleep until she utters the words that crack my heart in two. “Kai.”
I’m right here. I’m right fucking here.
I grip her ankles as I move across her body, sliding my fingers down her face. “Fuck, I shouldn’t touch you. You feel like four years haven’t passed. You feel like mine.” I whisper in her ear.
Her eyes flutter open and she mumbles something I don’t quite catch. My fingers slide from her face to her chest. God I’ve fucking missed this. No, no, no she left me alone.
“I shouldn’t fucking want you.” I grit out. “Oh god, but I fucking do, Scar, I fucking want you so bad.”
My hands crawl up her thigh, fuck, why does she feel so good. She sighs, she fucking sighs and I lose my fucking mind.
My fingers trace further up lazily, just to tease her. That’s all I’m going to do…but my fingers hit bare flesh.
Fuck.
“Scar, your fucking dripping and bare.” I gasp. “Fuck.”
I slide between her legs and she spreads them for me.Good fucking girl.
My tongue traces her thighs and she shudders in response, I wrap my lips across her inner thigh finally tasting skin, skin that used to fucking burn for me and fuck me she tastes the same. I suck as hard as I can and she moans, fucking moans.
My tongue traces the length of her thigh until I find her glistening dripping pussy just waiting for me, like its fucking welcoming me home.
“Open up for me, baby, let me taste your fucking lies on my tongue.” Her eyes are still closed but she’s fucking aware , her hips lift and her legs spread wider.
My tongue hits her pussy and the moan that falls from her lips nearly fucking undoes me. Her fingers shakily find their way to my head and when she tugs my hair with her gasps on her lips I push my face into her pussy, her hand holds me there. My tongue slides across her pussy lips, sucking and tasting every inch of her fucking lies.
“Kai,” she gasps, she knows its me. She fucking knows. I slide my tongue up to her clit sucking her into my mouth and sliding three fingers deep into her dripping pussy.
“Don’t…don’t stop.” She cries.
I pump my fingers deep inside of her, curling just right, feeling her grip my fingers like she used to grip my cock and tasting every lie she told over the last four years.
Her thighs are shaking beneath me, i run my tongue up and down the length of her pussy like I can lick away the last four years, she screams and digs her fingers in my skull.
“Come on, little sister, cum all over my fucking fingers. Drown me, I want to taste you, baby.”
“God…it’s not real…it’s not real.” She cries.
