Taken aback by her assumption, I spun to face her, opening my mouth for a rebuttal, but nothing came out. I was on the pill, and I took it faithfully. My cycle had never been regular, so going months without menstruating had never alarmed me. The more I thought about what Stacy was insinuating, the more panic set in.
“Oh my gosh, Stacy.” I paced the floor of the front lobby as I began to panic. “I can’t be pregnant. With a baby! What am I going to do with a kid? I have my career and… Oh my gosh.” I groaned, placing my hand over my face, willing myself not to cry. “What about JJ? That man is already crazy. Would he even want a baby? What would that mean for us? What?—”
“Girl, calm the hell down.” She rushed over and pulled me into her. “You’re getting yourself worked up, and you don’t even know if there is even a baby to worry about.” Placing her hand on my shoulders, she held me at arm’s length. “Take a deep breath and calm down.”
I said nothing as I nodded, doing what she said. Closing my eyes, I willed myself to calm my nerves. At first, it was because Stacy said so, but now, it was for the nausea threatening to become the focal point again. After a minute or two, I felt somewhat at ease, but the questions plagued me instantly when I reopened my eyes. Before I could ramp up again, Stacy spoke first.
“Before we even start the what-ifs, how about we find out if there is even a reason to be concerned?”
Nodding slowly, she gave me a reassuring smile as she walked back over to her desk and grabbed her purse. I glanced at the time on the wall and noticed it was a little after ten. I had a showing in less than two hours, and the last thing I needed was this on my mind.
“I’m about to run to Walgreens, and I will be right back.” She patted my arm before walking to her desk to grab her keys and purse. “Be cool, friend, and relax. Everything is going to be fine.”
Watching her as she strolled out the door, a thousand different scenarios ran through my mind. I had been reckless, getting the best dick of my life with zero regard for the consequences. There was no point in my crying or being upset if I were pregnant because I had allowed this to happen.
Headed back to my office, I searched my desk for my phone and noticed I had twelve missed calls from an unknown number. I knew they were from TJ, and the thought of changing my number was becoming a serious consideration. Choosing to ignore him as I had been, I clicked on the contacts app with shaky hands. I hovered my finger over the phone icon to call him—I couldn’t bear a FaceTime. Before I could press the button, there was a chime at the office door.
“Good morning!” I yelled from my office as I made my way up front. “Welcome to Grove’s—Mr. Mitchell, hey!” I smiled as I greeted him with an extended hand. “It’s nice to see you again. How are you doing?”
Pushing the thought of being with child to the back of my mind, I got back to business. While I was shitting bricks on the inside, I would never let that affect my clients or interfere with the business.
“Girl, I told you to call me Bino.” He frowned, causing me to giggle. “I’m doing well, thank you.” He grinned as he stepped into my office, allowing me to shut the door behind him. Dressed in a Nike Tech tracksuit, he looked totally different from what he did when I initially met him. The relaxed gear still didn’t take away from how handsome he was. “I’m not here to take up too much of your time. I just wanted to stop by and say thank you again for your help with the moving process.”
“Thank you so much for trusting us with helping you find your home.” I smiled sympathetically. “I feel so bad that I had to ghost you like that.”
Stacy handled the closing for me, but I still wanted to issue him a formal apology. Sitting at my desk across from Bino, I gestured toward the seats in front of me, but he waved me off.
I guess this visit was going to be quick.
“It’s not a big deal,” he stated with assurance. “We all have other obligations, including our own well-being. Stacy explained to me that you fell ill, and I understood. I’m loving the house, and the city is cool so far. Who knows, I might need to upgrade the house in a year or so.”
“I’ll be here, ready to assist you in any way I can,Bino.” I smiled brightly right as there was a knock on my door. He glanced behind him, causing me to stand immediately. “If there is anything else you need, don’t hesitate to let me know.”
Without being invited inside, the door swung open with JJ standing there in all his fine glory, holding the biggest bouquet of white roses I’d ever seen. My heart thudded as we locked eyes. He was dressed in his infamous black scrubs, making me hot all over. He said nothing as he dragged his eyes from me to Bino before landing them back on me.
“Good morning, Bloss Baby.” He stepped inside, not caring that I was with a client. “I hope this isn’t a bad time.”
“Seems to me like you wouldn’t give a fuck if it was, bruh.” Bino chuckled as he turned to leave my office. “Again, I appreciate you, Blossom. When Stacy comes in, tell her I said, ‘What’s up!’ I’m so glad I missed her. That damn girl is crazy as fuck.”
We all shared a laugh at that because he wasn’t lying at all. From what she told me, the night he took her out to dinner was nothing short of interesting. From taking shots with patrons she’d never met to damn near inciting a riot against thepolice, she said he vowed never to go anywhere with her again. Following him out to the main door, bidding him a good day, I took a deep breath and made my way back to an awaiting JJ.
“To what do I owe this visit?” I inquired, trying to keep my feelings at bay. “You can’t just interrupt me when I’m here with someone, doing business.” Dropping my eyes to the floor, I slowly brought them back to him. “JJ, I?—”
Not allowing me to finish my sentence, he pulled me by the collar of my jacket into his chest and dropped a breathtaking kiss on my lips. Throwing my arms around his neck, I listened as he dropped the flowers in the chair beside us before lifting me up into his massive arms.
“Fuck, mama,” he groaned into my mouth as he fought for dominance. “I missed you so much, baby.”
Feeling the hardness of his dick beneath me, I couldn’t help but grind up against it. I wanted it—no, I needed it—and I wasn’t going to deprive myself of it. Wiggling from the hold he had on me, I let my feet touch the floor when he finally released his grip on my waist. His pupils were blown, and his eyes were full of lust. I was sure that if I could see mine, they would mirror his.
“You’re not off the hook, and I have so many things I want to say.” I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth as I walked over to close and lock my office door. Stacy would be back soon, so I wanted to make this quick. “Right now, I don’t want to talk.” I kept my eyes on his as I unbuttoned my jacket and blouse. Seconds later, my slacks joined them in the pile on the floor. “Right now, I just want to feel. I want to feel you inside of me.” I walked over toward him, dropping to my knees as I pulled at the drawstring on his pants. “Just let me get a taste, and then I want you to bend me over my desk.” Pulling his dick from his boxer briefs, my mouth watered in a way that should have made me ashamed. I took one long lick, from the base to the tip, causing him to shiver. “Make it hurt, Papa.”
Taking the tip of my tongue, I twirled it around the thick mushroom head of his dick before I moved my mouth further down his shaft. The taste of him was intoxicating and something I dreamt about at night. The more I slurped on him, the wetter I became.
“Just like that,” he moaned as I peered up at him. I loved watching him unravel. Palming the back of my head, he pushed me closer and hard into his pelvis. “Suck that dick just like that, mama. You nasty as fuck, Bloss. Just for me.”
Reaching between my thighs, I found my clit, giving it a firm pinch. Rubbing it in a circle, my moans vibrating around him. His eyes rolled into the back of his head as he began to slam himself in and out of my mouth. Spit ran down the corners as I flattened my tongue and opened wider, allowing him to fuck my throat and abuse it anyway he wanted. Feeling his dick grow inside of me, I used my cum-covered fingers to give his nuts a tight squeeze. Gripping my scalp as best as he could, he slammed his dick into the back of my throat before pulling me off him.
“Get your ass up, Blossom.” He snatched me from the floor by my jaw and placed me over my desk.
